somewhere beyond

Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life.---Angelina Jolie

How's your weekend peeps? Mine? It wasn't that good nor bad..Many things happened over the weekend and I haven't get a grip of what happened. Didn't get enough sleep as well. Many things running through my mind . Decision haven't been made yet..It will be a tough thing for me to do.

When you have someone who takes good care of you, would you say goodbye to them when there things that you can't avoid? When you're put in a situation where you gotta choose between 2 important party. People that you can't live without...How would you feel?? What you see is just the end of the road..You'll feel that's the darkest hour of your life..With nothing you can hold on to.

wedding videographer and photographer

Okay, this time, I'll be blogging about wedding slideshows and videography. You know why, cause it is beautiful and I loike!!.

Everybody has their own dream wedding theme and so forth. We want to capture every moment of the most important step in our life and hopefully it will last forever. I've been looking at this talented videographer who's from the Philippines.He's Jason Magbanua and I can say he's good. Every video that he has created are not the same. He managed to capture every single details of the historical event.

He's not only dealing with customers in the Philippines catering to the local demand but as well as other countries. Well, you can say, the fees is as 'good' as his video and I can bet it is worth every penny you spend on him cause this is once in a lifetime event. Wouldn't you want it to be perfect??If I have a lot of money, which will be a big IF, I will hire him to video my wedding. One of my favorite video is the one above..I think the bridegroom is a celebrity in the Philippines. It is the most beautiful video I've ever seen. And yes, Philippinos are pretty and handsome. The first thing I noticed is that..Enough said and enjoy the video.



And if you're looking at having a good, beautiful pictures for your special event, we have it in Malaysia too and this talented photographer comes from Penang, yes, I repeat, PENANG!!!..I guess Penang-born people are talented (e.g Nicol Ann David).. Hahaha, put that aside...Well, WHIZART is situated at 35 Lembah Permai 1, Tanjung Bungah and even the first glance at this boutique will make you drool..The layout of the boutique are simple and it makes you feel comfortable from the first step into the boutique..You can even visit their Facebook page

Photos's credit to Ke Wynn photographer

Steve Wilkos show

In order to change the world, you have to get your head together first.

-Jimi Hendrix

I've been watching Steve Wilkos show on YouTube and see many types of people and it is sad to think that these people are living among us, the society. At one glance, that person look like a decent man, but inside of him, he's a beast, an animal who doesn't have any feelings. No, animals do have feelings..So I'm not sure how to catogerize him...How can they be this ruthless. Weird is, most of them came from a good family background, so how could they turn out like this..If you were to watch some of the clips, you'll feel like going 'into' that show and give that person a taste of your punch...Seriously...

after a week long

I have yet to get my laptop fix and sorry for the lack of updates as I have no access to the world wide web...lame..The time seems so slow as I have not much things to do. Furthermore, my uni is on semester break till September. So now basically, I'm free..

To be honest, not many things happen lately. I'm still on a quest to find my true self and I'm still struggling . I have not decide what I want in life but I have all the plans lay down in front of me..A whole long list of it but the confidence is not there to achieve it..Decision has to be made but I'm just delaying it cause it is hard..But I know eventually someone will end up getting hurt and that's why I said it is hard..

I'm back with my contact lenses but this time I only wear them during weekend...I still need to get a new pair of spectacles for work as the one I'm currently wearing is not good enough since my astigmatism has increased...Blame it on ASTRO:-p

Anyway, many things and question unanswered running on my mind like how would we know if that person is meant for us? Despite you both keep ending up in arguments....It is tired...Tired of having to try hard to make everyone happy except you..Tired of having to sacrifise a lot of things but yet it is not good enough for another person..Tired of being questioned who's more important..It is darnnn tired..And it drains out all my energy left for me...In the end, suffering is what I get.. Why can't everything be just normal like anyone else...Everything is in a mess...Up to a point I don't even know how to untie all the knots...

My intention is just to make everyone happy...

when you're torn between 2 things

It will definitely drain out your energy...Pray that GOD will provide me the strength I need to go through this complication...

Happy Mother's day

I guess some of you are walking around the mall at this time thinking what to buy for your mum on her special day rite?? Last minute shopping and start thinking what is mummy's favorite thing. And fret not, I'm one of those people except I know what to get for my mum.

Mother's day is a yearly thing and some of you think that it is just another ocassion but not for mothers. This is the day where she put hopes that all her children [including those who has 12 kids] will come and sit at the round table, having a nice dinner together. Most mothers will not ask her kids what have they bought for her. If you notice, the first thing she'll do when she sits down at the dinner table is either scooping the dishes into her children's plate instead of hers first, or ask how much of rice do you want? And then cnntinue eating. You don't notice those actions, don't you?? Nevermind...

When you were young, you couldn't wait to get out of the house and living independently right? So did I..But eventually, you'll missed home and when mummy knows that you're coming home, she'll call you and ask what would you like to eat so that she can cook for you...The irritating part is when your 'young' blood starts to kick in. You became rebellious and a constant pain in the ass to your mum but she did not even think that is a burden instead she thinks that it is still her responsibilities to take of you no matter how you've become. You keep asking yourself 'Why does she likes to nag alot?'. In fact, she don't want to coz it is tiring..

One thing I learnt from my mum is no matter how your mum has changed, or no matter what she has become, her blood still runs in your body and that is the fact you can't change. So no point saying 'From now onwards, you're no longer my mum' when you're angry. So just save your energy and shut up...

To those who didn't have a 'good' bond with you mum all this while, this is the chance for you to make things better between you and your mum. To those who hates his/her mum for becoming or did what she has done in order to protect her kids, it is time for you to forgive them. To those who compare their mum and other people's mother, be thankful that you still have a mother instead of the orphans who doesn't have or worst never even know who their mother was.

While you can still see your mum's number on your cellphone, or still can hear your mum's nagging, or still can see her wrinkle face, appreciate her coz you don't know when are you gonna lose her...

Happy Mother's Day, Mummy...We love you no matter how bad or naughty we were....

Love Dianah and kakak

kids are so smart

You know how kids nowadays outsmart us, adults?? Well, this is the proof. To read further click Mia Suraya's page. I love the post that has Asna in it. Asna is Mia's cute little sister. She's smart and sweet...So cute...And be prepared to laugh as well:-)

life ain't good or is it you??

Ever know someone that always complain about EVERYTHING?? You feel like shoving a cockscrew into her big mouth so that she'll shut up?? I do..I don't put it as complain but rather unsatisfied with life..We'll just name her *Jenny okay for privacy issue:-)

Well, Jenny and I met a few months ago and we get along very well I can say. But lately, it feels annoying to be around her. There's always some thing that she'll complain about. Well, one thing I learnt about life is NEVER EVER,EVER,EVER compare yours with others as you don't know the pain that the other person has to go through in order to get what she/he wants in life.. Everybody's got their own sets of story and no one's story is the same..If you start to compare, you'll only create your own best friend called MISERABLE and forever you will regret.

People like Jenny should visit places like China rural area, India, Sri Lanka or any other 3rd world country and when Jenny sees all these, hopefully she knock a sense of grateful and realize that her life is wonderful after all as well as thankful that she doesn't have to go through hardship like these people.

I do complain about certain things in my life sometimes especially after a bad day at work. But I calm myself down and think about all the good things in life I have. I've travelled almost half of the globe so I should know how my life is compare to those. Like I said, everyone has their own sets of stories. That's what differentiate we, humans...Or unique, so they called it...

Life is easy but we, as human created the complication and in the end, we assumed life is complicated...Life don't circle just around you only Ms.Jenny. It is more than that. Look at the bright side of life instead of being in the dark all the time. And believe that there's always sunshine after the rain..Nothing is easy, you've gotta work hard for it...And things don't just come rolling towards you. If everything is easy, then life will be boring...

we were soldiers

Since Astro doesn't have any movies that I like, I decided to watch DVDs that I bought previously. This is one of the movie that I haven't watch yet. It is a good movie. But I don't think most ladies will like it as it is more to a boyish type...:-)

We Were Soldiers is a 2002 American war film that dramatized the Battle of Ia Drang on November 14, 1965 — the first major engagement of the United States Army in the Vietnam War. The film was directed by Randall Wallace and stars Mel Gibson. It is based on the book We Were Soldiers Once… And Young by Lieutenant General (Ret.) Hal Moore and reporter Joseph L. Galloway, both of whom were at the battle.

"We are moving into the Valley of the Shadow of Death where you will watch the back of the man next to you, as he will watch yours, and you won't care what color he is, or by what name he calls God. We are going into battle against a tough and determined enemy. I can't promise you that I will bring you all home alive. But this I swear. .. when we go into battle, I will be the first to step on the field and I will be the last to step off. And I will leave no one behind. .. dead or alive. We will all come home together. "
With these words, on the day before he was to lead his men off to war, Lieutenant Colonel Hal Moore addressed his soldiers and their families. Before him were young men, still innocent to war, and older men already bearing the scars and decorations of battle. And sitting among them listening to her husband's words, was Moore's own wife, Julie, who had seen him up late at night studying history books about various massacres, strategizing a better outcome for his men, the First Battalion of the Seventh Calvary. .. the same regiment as General George Armstrong Custer. On Sunday, November 14, 1965 at 10:48 a. m. , Lt. Col. Hal Moore and his young troopers touched down at Landing Zone X-Ray in the Ia Drang (pronounced: Eye Drang) Valley, a place in Vietnam known as "The Valley of Death. " A man of his word, Lt. Col. Moore set foot on the field of battle first only to find himself and approximately 400 of his men surrounded by roughly 2000 North Vietnamese soldiers. The ensuing battle was one of the most savage in U. S. history, and the first major encounter between the soldiers of North Vietnam and America. "We Were Soldiers" is a tribute to the nobility and uncommon valor of those men under fire. It honors their loyalty to their country and to each other, and it brings to light the heroism and unimaginable sacrifice of men and women both home and abroad.

Read more here in wikipedia