Good to be back home last weekend. But sadly, I had only 1 day to spend with the family. Didn't meet up with friends as time was limited for me. So this time around, I spent the 1 day I had with mummy,daddy and adik and as usual adik has to go for her tuition. It feels so good to be back home. Nothing better to compare.I feel different this time. Felt more attached to the family. Help mummy with house chores. I can see that they're not as strong as they used to be. Wrinkles on the their faces and hands..How fast I grew up...I can still remember house daddy used to run around the house playing catching with us but now he can't barely walk to the kitchen..He looked so tired...Mummy as well..I pray to God to give me strength and courage to work hard so that I can afford to take good care of them like how they used to do it...Sebak rasa hati...
I can't imagine how my life and world would be without them...Even when I lost grandma, it felt so heart-broken,apatah lagi mak bapak sendiri...I rely on them for their encouragement and support..They provided me everything to make sure I have what I have now...I feel very blessful and greatful for the achievement I got today...I used to give up in almost everything I do but they gave me moral support and push me harder...
I always pray that God will always panjangkan umur my parent so that they can enjoy a good life. Just sit back and relax. I really miss them a lot. I've been having this kind of fear. Fear that I'll get a phone call one day from someone to inform me that they are gone...
Yesterday, when daddy sent me to the bus station, I salam him and feel so sebak. I didn't cry though but berat sangat hati nak tinggalkan family. Mummy didn't tag along as she followed the neighbour to the supermarket. I salam her first before she went off, she didn't look at my face but I gave her a kiss on the cheeks. I shed some tears....It was very hard to leave them yesterday and I don't know why..
when we were young
Well, I believe that most of us went through a very rebellious years when we were teenage. And yes, I did too but compare to the rebellious behavior with today's teenager are totally different.
When we were young, the things that we did really upset our parents but not to a point where it made our parents speechless or not bothered anymore. But today youngsters are so lucky, they have handphones at the age of 12 years old, PSP at the age of 10, nintendo Wii at the age of maybe 15 and best part is few weeks back, I was at a mall with boyfie, so we were chatting and I saw a girl who's using a Sony Ericsson that is worth $2000 so I showed boyfie and he said 'See la, parents nowadays really spoil the kid'... Part of it I agreed but what about kind that comes from a good upbringing but still end up spoil????You can't blame their friends or peers..Yes, they maybe easily influenced by many things when they are 16 but what are the reasons??? Family? Friends?..
it feels good to be back
Well, pictures tell a million stories. As you can see, I looked happy right? Yes indeed. Being able to go back home after few months of 'hard labor' is definitely a good therapy. at least this is what I need. A break from the stress and tension of work. I miss boyfie at the same:-(
Anyway, reached home and put down my bag. Lazing around in the room with air condition on. Soothing...aarrgghh..Feels like giving in my resignation letter and just relax...As if like the money will just 'rain' on me...How good if it does.
Oohh how I missed home cook food. Ate mummy's cook,fish and vege...It is simple but there is nothing more delicious than your own home cook dish.
Work is tiring and there are times where I really gave up and just want to walk away from everything..It was stressful week last week...
BFF is moving down to Penang and she got transfered from Putrajaya...Woohoo...At least we can meet often now...I'm so happy...I have boyfie and BFF in the same place and at the same time.. At least I have more company...
even if we just met
Well, how time flew so fast and some of my colleagues are going off pursuing their dreams. Even though I have just join the team but I felt close to them especially Rina, Winnie,Sam. Winnie looks garang but she's nice and very motivational. I fell comfortable working with her. The pictures above was taken during Rina's farewell dinner which was yesterday. it was fun. We had the dinner at a Japanese restaurant. Food was ok but because we often have Japanese so it feel muak sikit. I reached there at about 8pm. Drove from the office.
And today Rina cried as she said she misses the friendship she has long built.I wanted to cry as well earlier but I 'tahan' my tears. It was quite dramatic. I'm going to miss her dearly actual fact as she jokes alot and teach me a lot of things. Everyone is leaving and I feel all alone over here. Honestly....Sadly...
Been going back quite late lately due to heavy workload and due to learning on how to use our new order management system.I can tell you that it is 'awesome'.
Anyway, going back to Perlis tomorrow and looking forward to a relaxing weekend.
This picture was taken 1 week back. It was Mona's engagement day in Kulim...Me and boyfie got lost while trying to find the venue of her ocassion...God knows where..I thought Perlis was dull, you couldn't imagine how dull can this place be compare to Perlis.Anyway, we started our road trip at about 7.30pm and reached there at about 9.30pm...Imagine that...Lucky there was food left for us. The first thing I did was,I find her and give her the tightest hug and guess what,we both cried...Aaww...She was a good friend of mine...We used to stay together for about 3 years. She was the best housemate ever. Yes, we do had our arguments,but we made up in the end. But it was fun.I miss her a lot.If I were given the chance to stay with her again,I'll definitely say yes.
Out with the group and good friend's enagagement
Went out with BFF Khang and Fifi to QB after work. Sent food to boyfie first.He didn't joined along as he has class to attend.Sad...Anyway, went for lunch with them and then later on met up with Riana and Yazid...As usual they're 2 hours late..We expected that...Fifi bought Forever 21 big clutch, Elianto mascara and Etude eyeshadow...I bought a Forever 21 bow belt...Black in color..Its like RM9..Value for money...wanted to buy skinny jean,RM119 but boyfie said how many would I want to wear...True....I have tonnes on jean but I only wear just a few...What a waste of money....
Then boyfie and me went to Mona's engagement party in Kulim...The journey was ages,and we got lost for almost 2 hours...But upon reaching there, I went straight to meet her...FYI, she was my ex-housemate and a good friend of mine.We had a lot of goodtimes together..I miss her a lot.. We were very close back in college years...her fiancee is sooo handsome...Mona, I was just kidding, but he is handsome...Hahahaha...I cried when I saw her...tears of joy...The last we met was many years back, right before she moved out after finishing her diploma studies. But we still keep in touch through sms....Well, she's gonna get married in December and will be moving to Ipoh with her husband...I' going to miss her dearly...She helped me a lot....
Yes, we do have arguements sometimes but we still remain good friends...
Then boyfie and me went to Mona's engagement party in Kulim...The journey was ages,and we got lost for almost 2 hours...But upon reaching there, I went straight to meet her...FYI, she was my ex-housemate and a good friend of mine.We had a lot of goodtimes together..I miss her a lot.. We were very close back in college years...her fiancee is sooo handsome...Mona, I was just kidding, but he is handsome...Hahahaha...I cried when I saw her...tears of joy...The last we met was many years back, right before she moved out after finishing her diploma studies. But we still keep in touch through sms....Well, she's gonna get married in December and will be moving to Ipoh with her husband...I' going to miss her dearly...She helped me a lot....
Yes, we do have arguements sometimes but we still remain good friends...
when customer says 'This is bullshit'
I'm not sure has anyone get a customer that says 'Look, this is bullshit' before???? I do and almost everyday..Some say worst than that..Honestly...It is sick and tired...To those customer out there, it's not my fault if what you see and what is available is not the same...We can't keep on offering the same...We are doing our job...And remember that you are not Bill Gate that has your own company..You're just an employee like me who rely on your company for your montly pay. You're nobody so its better for you customers to watch what is coming out of your mouth...Don't be a rude asshole..Think twice before you want to say anything....
after weeks of struggle
Well, its been 3 weeks of hell. Been working 6am shift for the past like...3 weeks??? But I enjoyed because no one will disturb and I get more calls ;-).
I'm blogging from my office actually.Calls are low and not much things to do.Had Indian food for lunch. Elizabeth's mum cooked and it is delicious....Maybe because I prefer Indian food.
Khang's in Penang.Will be going out with him later on. Together with Fifi as well. Boyfie is not sure yet as he has class later in the afternoon but I asked him to skip the class...So bad of me...
Interview was ok last week but I won't put much hope actually....One thing went wrong but I'll keep it to myself.Kind of embarassing to tell the whole world...Most of the interviewees are like...30 plus and some are married.I think I'm the youngest one...I was the first to be called. Interviewer was a girl and a guy...Pretty friendly...Most questions are about myself, on why do I choose MBA and what will I benefit from the course...I 'goreng'everything out...Said what ever that comes across my head at that point...You should see the look of my face...Blur,fake and nervous...I wore baju kurung...Konon nak tunjuk ayu la.
BFF got her Government posting at Majlis Keselamatan Negara. Her first day was on Monday(5th April)..I called on that day..She sounded excited though...Girlfriend, I hope you'll find yourself a cute and handsome guy...Most important is a guy that loves you for who you're and takde pasang2 ok...I'll always pray for...I love you babe...
It's already April and I'm looking forward to May and June.Not that I'm gonna get married or something.Will update you guys when I get the news.
I'm blogging from my office actually.Calls are low and not much things to do.Had Indian food for lunch. Elizabeth's mum cooked and it is delicious....Maybe because I prefer Indian food.
Khang's in Penang.Will be going out with him later on. Together with Fifi as well. Boyfie is not sure yet as he has class later in the afternoon but I asked him to skip the class...So bad of me...
Interview was ok last week but I won't put much hope actually....One thing went wrong but I'll keep it to myself.Kind of embarassing to tell the whole world...Most of the interviewees are like...30 plus and some are married.I think I'm the youngest one...I was the first to be called. Interviewer was a girl and a guy...Pretty friendly...Most questions are about myself, on why do I choose MBA and what will I benefit from the course...I 'goreng'everything out...Said what ever that comes across my head at that point...You should see the look of my face...Blur,fake and nervous...I wore baju kurung...Konon nak tunjuk ayu la.
BFF got her Government posting at Majlis Keselamatan Negara. Her first day was on Monday(5th April)..I called on that day..She sounded excited though...Girlfriend, I hope you'll find yourself a cute and handsome guy...Most important is a guy that loves you for who you're and takde pasang2 ok...I'll always pray for...I love you babe...
It's already April and I'm looking forward to May and June.Not that I'm gonna get married or something.Will update you guys when I get the news.
The after gamble
Well, its been 2 weeks since my trip to Genting Higlands with my previous team members. FYI, boyfie tag along and you won't imagined what happen in Genting....I threw up!!!... But it was fun though. And we went to the casino...first time for me and boyfie. It was cold but as the place is small, so there's not much things to do...We spent our time eating...BURGER KING...And boyfie bought 3 pieces of burger back to Penang...There's no BK in Penang....Lame...
Well been working hard for the past 2 weeks and has been a very hectic week for me..Time is running fast as well.....
Missing the family a lot lately..Called adik and daddy few days back..Hhmm..
Got an interview for my masters intake next Monday.very nervous but not sure what to expect for the interview. I've never heard of interview for master's study before in my life...
Looking forward for a better week next week...Fingers crossed...
Well been working hard for the past 2 weeks and has been a very hectic week for me..Time is running fast as well.....
Missing the family a lot lately..Called adik and daddy few days back..Hhmm..
Got an interview for my masters intake next Monday.very nervous but not sure what to expect for the interview. I've never heard of interview for master's study before in my life...
Looking forward for a better week next week...Fingers crossed...
typical people around us
Well,just finished talking to a customer...Normal routine..Looked through some of the post posted in FB.Some sounded weird,lame,ridiculous,arrogant...Well too many to list down.. But above all, I'm happy to see some of them are happily married, getting married not including those who got divorced...I'm sorry to hear that.Not sure when will it be my turn.But not anytime soon...
I've started reading finance books and magazine. Starting to be a bookworm as used to in uni. Fingers crossed hoping that my master application come through.
Nothing much to blurp actually.I miss my hometown and my family.The last I went back was 4th day of Chinese New Year..I took a 5 days leave that ended me regretting for not paying a visit to grandma's place.It was a disaster...Seriously...
I'm currently planning getting my blogshop up and running for the next few month to come. As I mentioned earlier in my blog that I want to work from home.Well this is what I like I guess. Being entrepreneur..Don't have to crack my head everyday at work...
I've started reading finance books and magazine. Starting to be a bookworm as used to in uni. Fingers crossed hoping that my master application come through.
Nothing much to blurp actually.I miss my hometown and my family.The last I went back was 4th day of Chinese New Year..I took a 5 days leave that ended me regretting for not paying a visit to grandma's place.It was a disaster...Seriously...
I'm currently planning getting my blogshop up and running for the next few month to come. As I mentioned earlier in my blog that I want to work from home.Well this is what I like I guess. Being entrepreneur..Don't have to crack my head everyday at work...
my heart is pouding fast
Thing has not been great for me since last month. Firstly I lost the car key, then the housekey and my handphone. God, I pray to you to give me the strength to go through all this...
Since grandma passed away,everything seems dull to me.The only thing that make me laugh and smile are my colleagues, BFF alla, khang,fifi, dearest boyfie and the family. The rest is just dull. I don't really speak much now but because of my work nature, I forced myself to. I hold this guilt inside me for blaming myself of not having to visit my grandma and I never knew last year's Chinese New Year will be my last visit. If I knew things would work out this way, I would have gone back instead of pressuring myself for the money.
Since grandma passed away,everything seems dull to me.The only thing that make me laugh and smile are my colleagues, BFF alla, khang,fifi, dearest boyfie and the family. The rest is just dull. I don't really speak much now but because of my work nature, I forced myself to. I hold this guilt inside me for blaming myself of not having to visit my grandma and I never knew last year's Chinese New Year will be my last visit. If I knew things would work out this way, I would have gone back instead of pressuring myself for the money.
there are some thing money can't buy
It was a very sad day for the family last week as grandma passed away at her home in Seberang Takir, Kuala Trengganu. The worst thing ever happened to me in my entire life. I can't show how much guilt and regret I have. I was supposed to go back for Chinese New Year celebration as I do it every year but for this year instead of going back to visit grandma, I choosed to work just for the sake of the triple pay as it was public holiday...Therefore I went to work as usual and my shift was from 9.30am to 2.30pm.So happily thinking about the money, I ignored the time of celebrating the joyous day with the family...So 3 weeks after that, on Sunday morning(7th march), I received a call from daddy saying that grandma has passed away..I was holy shocked and I cried instantly reminiscing the regret of not going back to visit her..I asked daddy again whether it's a prank or real...And he said, it is real and that they're going back to Trengganu the next day (morning). They came down that night and we went back early the next morning...Heart was pouding as I still hope that they're wrong...When we reach, I took a peek at grandma's coffin and tears came swimming down my tears..I couldn't hold my tears back and with full of regret in me...We sat for a while and about 5pm we checked into the hotel..Had shower and a change of new clothes...Waiting for the Buddha priest to come...part of the tradition...When the part where we have to go round grandma's coffin, I saw daddy was crying and it made me cry too...I grew up with her and I would call her once in a while just to check on her...
The 3rd was the day where she'll be bury..So we followed the car that carries her coffin to the cemetery ground... the worst part was when seeing they closed her coffin and bury her...We were hoping that she'll bang at the coffin case to tell us that she's still alive...But no sound....I hugged daddy and cried for the last time...
I've learnt the biggest lesson ever, money is really not everything...I'll carry this regret forever...
God, please give me the strength...
Been back home since Wednesday night and will be heading back to Penang tomorrow afternoon. Feels hesitated to go back actually. I'm still on holiday mood. Having to work in a new environment and requires your talking and convincing skills take up a lot of energy and by end of the day, I'm extremely exhausted. Even though I'm on leave, my mind still think about on my work... Well, I'm torn between staying or walk out...I know it's just 3 months but the pressure and workload is like tonnes...Maybe because I'm not used to it yet or maybe it is just not my thing...
Having not able to go back for Chinese New Year make me think whether it's worth to continue my current job or just leave it...Eventually, I still need a job in order to survive...I'm still finding work that I can operate from home and having the flexibility of my own...I realized that my new job takes up most of my 24 hours time...I don't even have a second to breath...By the time I leave work, I'm so tired and sometimes don't even feel like having dinner...No appetite... I dragged myself up each day to go to work...I'm not sure the reason why, maybe because I don't like the job or just because I'm tired....Anyway, I'm still searching...
Sometimes, when things get tough, it feels like the whole world came tumbling down on me and that no one can help me...Its like I'm in a lonely dark world....Struggling to survive...I miss college years actually, care free mind...Need not to worry anything apart from exam...But since I started work, commitment came down on me...It feels heavy..So I'm not sure whether I can carry the responsibilities of a wife in the future.....
Not every feeling can be describe by words....I don't have the heart to talk out with the family as I don't want them to worry as well as think that I'm unreliable...I miss my good old high school days and turning back is impossible and I know that everyone will grow eventually...That is the cycle of life...
Each day in Penang passes by so slow and I feel like I can count by fingers...I miss my family every time I'm down with hard times...I pray every night that God give me the strength to go through every obstacles that come in between me, that God blessed me with good people and companion and that God will protect everyone that I care and love...
after CNY and having family time.
These are a few sneak peeks of what's happening during the previous Chineses New Year(I was working on that day)...All of the family members were there except for ME!!! Sad isn't it??? I kind of miss the family reunion actually. Daddy said this year was quite different except for the fact that grandma's health is worsen...I'm at my home in Perlis currently. Felt so good to be here...Its been a while since I last came back..Nothing change..I love the smell of ikan goreng cooked by the neighbour, the sambal belacan smell...Neighbours talking to each other at the gate..We hardly see that in big city... Everyone knows each other basically over here...Going out with my best frined, Yana later in teh evening. It is 4 months since I last met her....She's on a holiday for Chinese New Year...
By the way, my ex-Form 6 friends did some small reunion..BFF, Alla was there as well..She tagged me and I can't attend as I'm working...Bloody work...Talking about work...Will be back to work on Monday...I hate that part....I don't feel like going back to Penang, I mean not now... Time flies too fast...I'm back here on Wednesday night, and today is Friday........I hope I can stop the time from going forward....
pre Valentine and chinese new year
Valentine is around the corner and I have yet to buy gift for the Boyfriend. And I'm working on the day,and CNY falls on the same day as well..Daddy and mummy is coming tomorrow or Saturday morning and they'll be heading back to Trengganu for Chineses New Year and sadly I can't join them this year, FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!. I hate the feeling of not being able to be with family members especially festive season...NO angpow for this year as well...And can't visit grandma....work from home
It is Wednesday and every mall are jam packed with shoppers shopping for Chinese New Year. With the sales that are going on, makes it even worst....It make me sad at the same time as I'm not able to celebrate this year due to work commitment...Sometimes to think of it, will people appreciate what we do? Or they'll pass you by like you're not important at all...Sadly, I always say yes to what ever people's request........
Don't have the mood to go to work today actually but I dragged myself up though, with my eyes shut while walking.It is exhausting and tiring to work in the wee hours(mind you, I work at 5am). While some people are still dreaming, I have to wake up at 3.30am,brush my teeth, cold bath and have breakfast and best of all is my breaktime is at 8am!!!!That is the time where people starts to eat breakfast and I'm already on my break...I wonder when can I drive a BMW and goes to work whenever time I want...So good isn't it....Dream la...
Well, was thinking of getting a job that I can do from home (work from la konon). Had this so called 'project', can't even stick my butt at the table for 5 minutes, how the hell I want to work from home. It looks easy when you see someone else doing it but discipline is important...
CNY shopping
Went for Chinese shopping with BFFs. The Boyfriend could not tag along as he has class to attend.Too bad.But we hade great time together..It was a quick shopping trip as Khang already knew what he wanted and I'm the one who tagged him along to the fitting room..I hope he like the shirt I choose...I'll definitely buy one for the Boyfriend if I have the extra cash in hand...So sad...Upon reaching QB, we had lunch in Sushi King as Khang was craving for it...FYI, there's no Sushi King in Alor Star..But they have McDonalds,unlike Perlis...OMG!!!....
After lunch, waited for Riana and Yazid, as usual they're late for 30 minutes...We accompanied them for lunch in food court as they do not know where to eat and Yazid only survive on chicken chop, nasi kandar and nasi melayu:-p........Then we had to shop as fast as lightning as Khang need to take a bus to go back to Alor Star..He came for only 1 night...It was nice though even though its only 2 weeks he moved back there,it feels months.......And I hope he liked the shirt we choose for him:-)...
After tired of walking, we stop at J.Co Coffee and Donut...Fifi bought 3 pieces of doughnut and Khang bough ice coffee...As usual, I 'belasah' Khang's drink and Fifi's doughnut...Sorry dearist.... We waited Yazid and Riana...Called them and they were at optical shop to buy contact lenses for Riana (this is her first time)....Then, they met us up in J.Co..We proceeded to the parking...I sent Fifi back on the way home and dropped Khang as the ferry jetty..There goes the goodbye again...
Later evening, went out with the Boyfriend...Watched Avatar but not in 3D...Could not get my hands on the tickets.....Headed home early as supposedly wake up early to clean the house and visit the Boyfriend's mum...End up waking up at 11.30am....Cleaned the house and went to the Boyfriend's house to have lunch...It was a good lunch and fullfilling......Burpppp!!!!!...Headed straight to QB again...Walk around and both 2 bottle of juice (on promo) and headed home...
extra income=extra headache
Well said on the post..Was thinking of finding ways to earn extra income instead of depending on just one job that I'm currently doing...How good it is if I could just blog all day but still earning some income...There's this website referred by a friend of mine which generates money for you.. All you need to do is just refer your friend to the website and make sure the sign up and voala, that's where the money starts...But I don't think that easy as many people might think this is a scam...Well, I was sceptical at frist but I still signed up:-p........
Its Friday and I'm looking forward to weekeend as it has been a hectic week for me...Tiring and exhausted...Has not been able to go back on time even though my shift is over...Is torn apart whether to change my job or just give it a go...But I've been changing too many jobs now...Until then, when can I drive my own BMW...*sigh*....
The Boyfriend has started working now, so most of the things I would have to do on my own... Sad......
Its Friday and I'm looking forward to weekeend as it has been a hectic week for me...Tiring and exhausted...Has not been able to go back on time even though my shift is over...Is torn apart whether to change my job or just give it a go...But I've been changing too many jobs now...Until then, when can I drive my own BMW...*sigh*....
The Boyfriend has started working now, so most of the things I would have to do on my own... Sad......
untitle
*Weekends was pretty laid back. Went to Sticks( in front of QB) to meet up with Adrian and Nicole.We went back quite early as I have to work the following day(Sunday)..Before that we watched Legion.Was a pretty good movie...Slow at the starting...Not much of actions...
*Watched Tooth Fairy yesterday. Movie was pretty funny. Worked from 9.30 am till 2.30 pm and did not plan to stay back even 5 minutes..Damn tired..Reach homer after work and slept off till 6.30pm.Went out again for dinner in McDonald.Me and the Boyfriend had Regular Ayam Goreng McD.Felt so tired the whole day.
*Today is the Boyfriend first day at work.At last.....Good luck my BB.......
*Watched Tooth Fairy yesterday. Movie was pretty funny. Worked from 9.30 am till 2.30 pm and did not plan to stay back even 5 minutes..Damn tired..Reach homer after work and slept off till 6.30pm.Went out again for dinner in McDonald.Me and the Boyfriend had Regular Ayam Goreng McD.Felt so tired the whole day.
*Today is the Boyfriend first day at work.At last.....Good luck my BB.......
rude people are just annoying and full of crap and i have to work during CNY
Well, it is Sunday afternoon and I'm in the office while some people are still day dreaming on the bed..Waking up at 2pm and watching TV...And I'm stuck in the office for another say 3 hours approximately...Working in a call center is certainly a challenging job...Not many can tolerate different kind of customer...When an annoying cutsomer calls in, in order to release anger is by muting the damn phone and start scolding vulgar words and then unmute the phone and start talking back as usual but faking it...Some even ask stupid question some even ask question after purchasing and blaming everything on the sales rep...What the hack???I'm not looking myself in this line in the next couple of years...I'll age faster and get heart failure faster due to stress... I used to think that the westerners are friendly, professional, classy and etc..The fact is they're cheapo, rude, annoying..Just a few...Not all....Obviously...Well, I can't complain much as at least I have a job...But sometimes, I don't feel like waking up in the morning and get ready to go to work...Its not fun at all....Well, it was my choice to work here, first of all..So what the f*** I want to complain after all.....
Another thing that annoys me is when working in a company where it is dominated by one race...When it comes to festive seasons, MY GOD...Everyone will be taking off holiday..Sadly, I can't celebrate Chinese New Year I have to work on that day...To think, I was better off in the previous company...This job I'm doing currently is totally for money minded human...And I'm not that kind...
To make it short, customers are just plain stupid...
Another thing that annoys me is when working in a company where it is dominated by one race...When it comes to festive seasons, MY GOD...Everyone will be taking off holiday..Sadly, I can't celebrate Chinese New Year I have to work on that day...To think, I was better off in the previous company...This job I'm doing currently is totally for money minded human...And I'm not that kind...
To make it short, customers are just plain stupid...
God test our patience
Well, with the recent Dragon tradegy on going incident, it made me realise how powerful God can be. It also made me realise how short life can be...I know that I did not live to the fullest previously but that does not mean it will happen again. I have many plans up ahead and its a matter of time to execute them...Condolense to all the victim's family...May they rest in peace..
With the 'polluted' country we're living in, I'm not sure whether my spouse and future children will have the opportunity to live in peace like how it was 20 years ago...It was so different compare to now..Everything seems to be separating from each other..And plus the ongoing case of using 'Allah' terms for other races, this has caught the attention of international media...It is a shame...For a country that si so called democratic..
Well, to my BFF Khang Wei : DOn't forget us once you're in Jitra. Visit us often and not to forget our movie sessions ok...We'll miss you...
With the 'polluted' country we're living in, I'm not sure whether my spouse and future children will have the opportunity to live in peace like how it was 20 years ago...It was so different compare to now..Everything seems to be separating from each other..And plus the ongoing case of using 'Allah' terms for other races, this has caught the attention of international media...It is a shame...For a country that si so called democratic..
Well, to my BFF Khang Wei : DOn't forget us once you're in Jitra. Visit us often and not to forget our movie sessions ok...We'll miss you...
life can be hard sometimes
Talked to BFF yesterday night for about 40 minutes.She told me a whole lot of stories.Well, shame to that 'girl' that her so called boyfriend cheated on her...There must be a reason why someone did that to her...Well, too bad for her I guess....Anyway, congratulation to 'you' on your engagement...Have a happily ever after wedding...If you can still survive your sickness...She is so lame and a big bloody 'loser'...At least your boyfriend cheated on 'you' before.....So childish...But I'm glad that we've confronted each other last year..It was nice to see you pushing away the chairs, with tears in your eyes..It was like a big 'party' for us...Hahahaha...In your face!!!!!!!!!Well, that was the past..
Anyway, work is stressful for me for the past few days.Things are not doing great...I miss the family though...My BFF is leaving for Sabah next week..Well, I miss you, Adelyn.We haven't been communicating with each other lately....
Anyway, work is stressful for me for the past few days.Things are not doing great...I miss the family though...My BFF is leaving for Sabah next week..Well, I miss you, Adelyn.We haven't been communicating with each other lately....
when my mind doesn't go in a straight line
Things have been pretty much hectic and tiring for me and I don't like it. I hate the feeling of getting up early morning and be prepare to go to work.Honestly, I don't know what I want but one thing for sure is I want to have big car,big house and family of my own. But to get to that level, requires a lot of sacrifice and extremely hard work.That is the part where I'm still struggling. I've working for the past 1 year and this is the 3rd job I'm doing....I'm still far from my dream....
Met with my ex-schoolmate back in high school.We had lunch at McDonald Greenlane.To my surprise, he's already married (even though no traditional ceremony yet).Bu then, they are officially legally hisband and wife.Wow, how time flew so fast.He was the chicky one in high school. Nevertheless, to think that he'll be married at this age(not that young though)...He bought a house and I asked the Boyfriend to show me where the area is.The compound was clean, with guarded front gate....Apartment style. At least he owns a house..I'm so envy him. After that it makes me want to earn more money for a better life.
I knew that I have never done much about my life last year so for this year, I want to work hard towards my personal goal :
Met with my ex-schoolmate back in high school.We had lunch at McDonald Greenlane.To my surprise, he's already married (even though no traditional ceremony yet).Bu then, they are officially legally hisband and wife.Wow, how time flew so fast.He was the chicky one in high school. Nevertheless, to think that he'll be married at this age(not that young though)...He bought a house and I asked the Boyfriend to show me where the area is.The compound was clean, with guarded front gate....Apartment style. At least he owns a house..I'm so envy him. After that it makes me want to earn more money for a better life.
I knew that I have never done much about my life last year so for this year, I want to work hard towards my personal goal :
1. Take good care of Dianah in terms of her education. To provide her with what daddy and mummy have given to me last time.
2. Take care of mummy and daddy so that daddy don't have to work anymore.
3. To save more money so that I could get married.
4. Save money for my old days.
5. Be a good partner, sister, friend and daughter.
Well, these resolution seems easy to achieve but actual fact is, it need a strong will and determination of wanting to achieve them.Well, easy said that doing it. I'll try my best as well.
morning after
Well, started my morning with a cold bath. Was too lazy to wake up due to the weather. It was cloudy for the past few days. It rained for a while this morning.
Drove to work with my lazy eyes, listening to FLY fm morning crew,thinking how good if I could work from home. That is because this morning's topic was about working from home.Interesting topic and what a motivational topic to kick off the morning..Its only Tuesday but I feel like I'm working for the whole week already.Tired and exhausted.
Second day of school for Dianah and she's in Secondary 4 now. How time goes by so fast. I hope she'll do well in SPM.
Been wanting to watch Avatar for the past few weeks but it seems like everyone is still into that movie. Tried to book Avatar 3D but can't...Was supposed to watch Avatar 3D with the Group last weekend but too bad I was down with fever.Did not have the appetite to eat for the last one week. It was miserable.At this time, I wish mummy was here.She'll cook for me, feed me my medicine and would look after me.I miss her so much.
I have got no time for the family since I started working and I'm kind of feel guilty.And miss the family a lot.Its been a while since we all last had our vacation together. With stress from work and all,it would be unlikely that I could make it for Chinese New Year as well.Fingers crossed hoping that I could spend the day with the family.
Everything seems moddy for me....
Drove to work with my lazy eyes, listening to FLY fm morning crew,thinking how good if I could work from home. That is because this morning's topic was about working from home.Interesting topic and what a motivational topic to kick off the morning..Its only Tuesday but I feel like I'm working for the whole week already.Tired and exhausted.
Second day of school for Dianah and she's in Secondary 4 now. How time goes by so fast. I hope she'll do well in SPM.
Been wanting to watch Avatar for the past few weeks but it seems like everyone is still into that movie. Tried to book Avatar 3D but can't...Was supposed to watch Avatar 3D with the Group last weekend but too bad I was down with fever.Did not have the appetite to eat for the last one week. It was miserable.At this time, I wish mummy was here.She'll cook for me, feed me my medicine and would look after me.I miss her so much.
I have got no time for the family since I started working and I'm kind of feel guilty.And miss the family a lot.Its been a while since we all last had our vacation together. With stress from work and all,it would be unlikely that I could make it for Chinese New Year as well.Fingers crossed hoping that I could spend the day with the family.
Everything seems moddy for me....
second day of 2010
Its been a great 2009 for me and the Boyfriend. We spend our new year eve in cinema watching Sherlom Homes...Funny movie I can say...Me and the Boyfriend do not want to have our body sticking to each other in a pool of human...Its disgusting with all the sweats you can smell...EEWW...
Anyway, I hope 2010 will be a better year for me, the family and the Boyfriend...To think back those old times,my previous relationship,it was horrible...
To him,
I'm glad that I dumped you and met someone much better that you,moroon....I never want to se you again or even have thoughts of you your lame ass individualistic...If I had the power to turn back time, I'll definitely stab you in the heart....
May God bless me and the family...May the Boyfriend and me will have the chance to take our relationship into another level, and may my friendship last forever...
Anyway, I hope 2010 will be a better year for me, the family and the Boyfriend...To think back those old times,my previous relationship,it was horrible...
To him,
I'm glad that I dumped you and met someone much better that you,moroon....I never want to se you again or even have thoughts of you your lame ass individualistic...If I had the power to turn back time, I'll definitely stab you in the heart....
May God bless me and the family...May the Boyfriend and me will have the chance to take our relationship into another level, and may my friendship last forever...
Its been a long time
Well, its been more than a month since I last blog about my 'so call' life. Many things has happened but I can't be blogging every single thing. Well, lets start from Christmas... Went to the Boyfriend's house for Christmas as his mother organized a Christmas lunch and dinner. Everything went smoothly...I guess his parents has accpeted me eventually...Now its a matter of how to convince mummy on this..I can feel that he's the one for me...I don't think I can find someone better than this....Drop that anyway.....
Daddy's coming back today and will be fetching hima nd adik later around 7...Ohh ya, Dianah got 8As in her PMR...I'm so proud of you...Well, at least we have a scorer in the house...
Work wise..I'm no longer struggling except when there's too many calls to handle....GOD....Its been a pretty god December for me I guess....Luck is just on my side....2010 is just fingers counting away and I pretty much know what will be my resolution this year and the important note of all is to not over spending anymore....2009 has been a rough year for me and I managed to pull it through by the hard way too...
My cousin passed her exam as well...Congrats...
Well for now, I'll just the night with daddy and adik...
Daddy's coming back today and will be fetching hima nd adik later around 7...Ohh ya, Dianah got 8As in her PMR...I'm so proud of you...Well, at least we have a scorer in the house...
Work wise..I'm no longer struggling except when there's too many calls to handle....GOD....Its been a pretty god December for me I guess....Luck is just on my side....2010 is just fingers counting away and I pretty much know what will be my resolution this year and the important note of all is to not over spending anymore....2009 has been a rough year for me and I managed to pull it through by the hard way too...
My cousin passed her exam as well...Congrats...
Well for now, I'll just the night with daddy and adik...
i'm trying to comfort myself
Well, this is my second week on call and I'm glad I managed to achieve a lot of things...yet, I'm still struggling a little bit, not much though....Colleague and bosses has been very helpful and I'm glad as I'm still in the learning process....
I miss the family a lot...Been 2 months since I last went back to Perlis which is for Hari Raya... I'm trying to make as much money as possible....Got some goals I want to achieve, possibly by this year....
Going for dinner with BFF, Khang..the Boyfriend is having his class...
I miss the family a lot...Been 2 months since I last went back to Perlis which is for Hari Raya... I'm trying to make as much money as possible....Got some goals I want to achieve, possibly by this year....
Going for dinner with BFF, Khang..the Boyfriend is having his class...
its december
Wow, imagine how fast December comes by...It is almost a month since my first day in the new company...Colleague are super fun, coorperative and helpful...Pressure starts to build up...I'm still trying to get a grip of myself...Sent mummy,daddy and adik to the bus station yesterday as they're leaving for Singapore.I'm happy and glad that I could meet them up even for a short time....Honestly, I miss them badly...and I miss home too.....Too bad I could not tag along...If not it would be fun especially with Christmas around the corner...First time actually...I miss Singapore and miss my cousin,Phat...She's married though.....
Nothing much to update..I've missed my blogging session as my time is totally occupied..Not like in the previous company...
I do miss a few friends back in the old company...
Nothing much to update..I've missed my blogging session as my time is totally occupied..Not like in the previous company...
I do miss a few friends back in the old company...
salam aidiladha
Salam Aidiladha to all my blog readers and not to forget my family back in Perlis...And to ex-student SMKPutra, SMKPerlis and ex-student UNITAR batch 2004-2008...
still hanging
Tomorrow will be the ultimate day for me as I'll be on call for the first time and of course I'm nervous...I hope everything goes smoothly...But the sad part is, I have to work and won't be able to celebrate Hari Raya Aidiladha with the family.....
The family will be going off to Singapore next week and I'm stuck here....
The family will be going off to Singapore next week and I'm stuck here....
adjusting my seating
Fuh, its been ages since the last I logged in my account...I'm trying to adjust to my new work.. Seems ok but has many things to learnt and my brain is like the size of a goldfish....
My team are havoc and laughing is like eating...Hahahaha...I'm glad...Sean quitted(the guy who went the same training as mine)....Will be going out with the Group this coming weekend..Have not confirm yet...
My team are havoc and laughing is like eating...Hahahaha...I'm glad...Sean quitted(the guy who went the same training as mine)....Will be going out with the Group this coming weekend..Have not confirm yet...
testing
I'm blogging using the Boyfriend's hp.To test whether it can be use or not. I'm trying to get a grip in my new job. For now, it is nice. I hope everything will remain this way. Training ends next week....Many things happened for the past few weeks...Had no chance to update this site as I don't have net access temporary...Lame...Had lots of photes waiting to be uploaded....
smoking is bad for your health
Well, the above title has got nothing to do with today's post...I took this picture while waiting for the Boyfriend to send me to work...Kind a free rite...Hahahaha...
Will be going to GP for my tembuilding session..So freakin' excited..Its gonna be my last day here..Gonna miss the group....
Going out with The Group this coming Sunday and planned to watch Phobia 2...Woohoo...And maybe watching White Out with the Boyfriend on Saturday....
Just to inform my readers that there'll be late posting in this blog as some adjustment of my new work time need to be done...Sorry for the delays....Happy working people....
Will be going to GP for my tembuilding session..So freakin' excited..Its gonna be my last day here..Gonna miss the group....
Going out with The Group this coming Sunday and planned to watch Phobia 2...Woohoo...And maybe watching White Out with the Boyfriend on Saturday....
Just to inform my readers that there'll be late posting in this blog as some adjustment of my new work time need to be done...Sorry for the delays....Happy working people....
last day at work before signing off
Today will be my last day at work before signing off and most probably I'll be blogging in some other office or at home...Depends...Sent farewell notes to all my colleagues...Kind of sad actually, not because I have to leave but because some of them are so nice to me...Well, everything has to come to an end eventually...I'll start fresh strating next week...I'll try to be more discipline, try not be lazy anymore.....
I'm out of words actually...Not sure what to say....
The new hire who is going to replace me is with me and I'm coaching her the new task and it is hard....Need not to mention here...Well best part is I'll get to leave Mr.V behind...So lamo...Hate him...
Going for my teambuilding tomorrow..Treasure hunt activit...Woohoo
Dear BFF : Words of encouragement are just the only thing I can provide you..The rest is up to you...Babe, GOD has planned many things for us and He knows what is best for human kind...Whatever comes between you is just a test to see whether or not you're ready for the bigger challenge...These small tests are things that make you stronger and keep you prepared....At this point of time, friends and family are the best company to you...Take some time off from your hectic life and think about what you want in life...Once you waste a day in life, there is no turning back...BFF, I owe you a lot and I know some thing I can't pay you back...We've been tpgether since high school, therefore our bond will never ever break no matter what comes in between us...Our friendship is so strong that I'm willing to do anything to keep my best friend happy.....best friend are the one who not just share our laughter but tears and cry as well...Friends that leave you when you're in need is not a true friend...Just bear in mind that, HE'S NOT WORTH IT and take it as a bad dream and you will wake up from that some day...
I'm out of words actually...Not sure what to say....
The new hire who is going to replace me is with me and I'm coaching her the new task and it is hard....Need not to mention here...Well best part is I'll get to leave Mr.V behind...So lamo...Hate him...
Going for my teambuilding tomorrow..Treasure hunt activit...Woohoo
Dear BFF : Words of encouragement are just the only thing I can provide you..The rest is up to you...Babe, GOD has planned many things for us and He knows what is best for human kind...Whatever comes between you is just a test to see whether or not you're ready for the bigger challenge...These small tests are things that make you stronger and keep you prepared....At this point of time, friends and family are the best company to you...Take some time off from your hectic life and think about what you want in life...Once you waste a day in life, there is no turning back...BFF, I owe you a lot and I know some thing I can't pay you back...We've been tpgether since high school, therefore our bond will never ever break no matter what comes in between us...Our friendship is so strong that I'm willing to do anything to keep my best friend happy.....best friend are the one who not just share our laughter but tears and cry as well...Friends that leave you when you're in need is not a true friend...Just bear in mind that, HE'S NOT WORTH IT and take it as a bad dream and you will wake up from that some day...
new skirt for sale
RM20suitable for size XS to S
brown color
33.5cm width at waist(lay flat)
57.5cm long (lay flat)
1 piece left
2 more days to go....roughly
Attended admin meeting yesterday through phone conference...Lazy to go over...Nothing much to talk about...Boring...
Then, went back in the evening...Cooked for dinner....the Boyfriend helped out in frying the chicken and oil spilled all over....I'm the one who has to do the cleaning...Uurrgghh!!!.He went for his badminton session till 11pm and by the time the comes back, I'm already asleep...But before that, I tried doind a vidoe for this blog and it was 'awesome'...Hahaha
Then, went back in the evening...Cooked for dinner....the Boyfriend helped out in frying the chicken and oil spilled all over....I'm the one who has to do the cleaning...Uurrgghh!!!.He went for his badminton session till 11pm and by the time the comes back, I'm already asleep...But before that, I tried doind a vidoe for this blog and it was 'awesome'...Hahaha
Nothing much to do today..very boring...Msged BFF just to check on her whether she's ok or not and gladly she replied she's feeling better...Happy to hear that.....
Dear BFF : Just remember in mind that our friendship will never fade away no matter what comes between us. We are like sistesr. You stood by me when I was in total darkness, so now it is my turn...Even though we are far apart, trust me that my heart will always be near with you. When you're in deep pain, remember that you deserve something better than this and that you're strong...Love will always find its way to your heart...Love does not mean that you need a man, it is further more than that...You will always have us and your family..We have never gave up upon you...We love you more than he do...GOD created human to withstand every obstacle that he rained upon us and every little that happen comes with a reason. You deserve someone better and I know you can make it through...We have faith in you..
buat teman-teman universitas
Lama sudah kita tak berjumpa
Apa kabarmu kini?Aku yakin semuanya baik
Tak ada yang berubah
Kini aku tlah kembali lagi dari perjalananku
Hingga kini aku menemukan apa yang aku cari
Akhirnya aku sadari
Lewati ruang dan waktu
Sahabat kita kan s’lalu bersama
Di saat engkau tak tersenyum
Di saat engkau tak tersenyum
Dan saat engkau tak bersinar
Pastikan aku ada di hatimu
Dan ingatlah akan senyumku
Rasakan hangatnya sinarku
Sahabat kita kan selalu bersama
Di saat engkau tak tersenyum
Di saat engkau tak tersenyum
Dan saat engkau tak bersinar
Pastikan aku ada di hatimu
changing of a new surrounding
Well, 4 days to my last day here...I'm looking forward to it but at the other side would be nervous...I can't predict what will the new job be like...Maybe I'll enjoy it or maybe I'll be crying while talking to daddy....Well, we'll never know if we don't try...I miss KL, absolutely...But not the jam...Just the nightlife, shopping mall....The previous visit to KL was good and nice...With BFF and other friends around...Nothing more I could ask for....
I told myself that I have to learn to handle stress instead of doing this job-hopping thing... It won't look good in my resume as people might question me why do I change job too often...
I hope everything goes well next week as it will be my first week....I don't expect anything but smooth working environment...Things has been great except financially...Hhmm....
Graduation is over, so does college days...It is a lie if I say college sucks(part of it yes;-p)... I learnt many things during my years in college....Whether study wise, making new friends, having boyfriend(that sucks), fail my paper ;-p, resit again and other college matter....Every details and events make me stronger than ever...I worked my ass-off for this day and it definitely paid off and I'm happy to make the family and the Boyfriend proud of me...At least I have achieve something that I thought I will never get...It is a relieve....I hold my tears back after the convocation when the ceremony come to its end as I don't want to spoil the day...But I know right after that, everyone will go their own separate ways and it will be hard to meet each other again after this...I feel scare....Afraid that I might lose friends that I've bonded for the past 5 years....Kamini is getting married soon, she's the closest and bestest friend....What's more after this??I'll never know...Well, when I was in college, I pray everyday that I'll finished asap as I can't wait to get out of here, then daddy said 'Girl, believe me that you'll miss your college days once you start working'.... I never thought of it until it really happened....But you can't turn back time or be a college student forever...You'll have to grow up eventually...These people has been with me through my worst years in life....They never gave up upon me....I'll defintely miss them a whole lot!!!!!!
I told myself that I have to learn to handle stress instead of doing this job-hopping thing... It won't look good in my resume as people might question me why do I change job too often...
I hope everything goes well next week as it will be my first week....I don't expect anything but smooth working environment...Things has been great except financially...Hhmm....
Graduation is over, so does college days...It is a lie if I say college sucks(part of it yes;-p)... I learnt many things during my years in college....Whether study wise, making new friends, having boyfriend(that sucks), fail my paper ;-p, resit again and other college matter....Every details and events make me stronger than ever...I worked my ass-off for this day and it definitely paid off and I'm happy to make the family and the Boyfriend proud of me...At least I have achieve something that I thought I will never get...It is a relieve....I hold my tears back after the convocation when the ceremony come to its end as I don't want to spoil the day...But I know right after that, everyone will go their own separate ways and it will be hard to meet each other again after this...I feel scare....Afraid that I might lose friends that I've bonded for the past 5 years....Kamini is getting married soon, she's the closest and bestest friend....What's more after this??I'll never know...Well, when I was in college, I pray everyday that I'll finished asap as I can't wait to get out of here, then daddy said 'Girl, believe me that you'll miss your college days once you start working'.... I never thought of it until it really happened....But you can't turn back time or be a college student forever...You'll have to grow up eventually...These people has been with me through my worst years in life....They never gave up upon me....I'll defintely miss them a whole lot!!!!!!
Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu.. dengan hidupmu
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja
I'm officially graduated and I had so much fun!!!
Above pictures says it all...I had so much fun during my convocation trip in KL...With attendance from the family and BFF, it makes my graduation more meaningful than before...This marked the starting of a new life...I had pictures some more but it is in another camera..Well, will upload those soon...Pictures were taken in graduates waiting hall...We've taken our scrolls but could not get out of the hall until the ceremony is over...It was freaking boring ok....I slept off half way but lucky me, my buddy woke me up...hahahhaha...Funny...Met up with a few Penangite like Munyis, Karthik....Well, dunno when will we see each other again after this....Kinda sad *sorb*...
One of my KJ friend(wan) bring us around KL...Without him, we might be sleeping in the hotel only...Tune hotel were sloppy...That will be my first and last stay there...Down part of it is, the rooms does not have TV...Can you imagine that...I'll be bored to death...But lucky, most of my time are occupied leapking with Khang, BFF, Wan, Nasreen a few of Khang's friends...It was a nice trip actually....We came back at about 4am everyday and I did enjoyed my stay there....
The night on my graduation day, my uncle called us as he planned to meet up at Pavilion.. The family went off first, we came later on by BFF's car...Went to Thai Express as there wanted to celebrate in conjunction with my convocation...It was nice though...Food was great...And people were awesome too... Not to mention that Aizat from Akademi Fantasia was the guest of the nite...Awesome isn't it...We really had a great time...
Dianah
with BFF Alla
my aunt and my uncle
cousin's GF and cousinthis post is dedicated to the people who has helped me alot in life.
By the time you're reading this, I'm walking up/down the stage in Putrajaya International Convention Center after receriving my scroll..Marking that I've successfully finished my Bachelor studies...Maybe tears running down my chicks....Daddy and mummy are watching me by the podium...Maybe mummy is crying...All my hard work has finally paid off...For all the things I had to go through, made it worth while...Seeing the smile on their faces....
I never thought I can go through this when I first started my semester...As all my friend managed to enter public universities, I'm way off the route....I dreamt of being a doctor since high school but because of my so-called laziness, I ended up in a private college which I thought private college are only for losers and ended up doing finance instaed of medicine...My heart crushed at that time...Regretting for not working hard enought and regretting for not listening to my parent's advice..I took everything lightly untill it actually slammed at my face....Daddy was the one who motivated me all this years up till today....While mummy provided me with the extras that I need...They both has sacrificed a lot....Even Adik sacrificed her needs and wants just to give way to me...
I can never repay everything that they has done for me for all these years...Not to forget the Boyfriend who supported me as well, emotionally...Who stood up till late at night accompanying me during exam period...Who listened to my nonsense, who let me use his t-shirt as tissue to wipe off my tears because I was scared that I might fail...Every test....Who calmed me down a day before the exam, who sent/pick me to/from college.....
To my classmates especially Kamini who willing to put up an effort to teach me(FYI, I'm a slow learner), who will call me in the morning and forced me to come to class(I'm a sleepy head), who has been there for me throughout our 4 years in college, for letting me study at your house even during weekends, for nagging me because I did something wrong(for my own good) and most important of all, you accepted me as your friend for who I am regardless of my history.
Also to my bestfriend, Nor Farah(Alla) and Adelyn who supported me from far..We only talk on the phone..Hahah..It is good enough...
To those who I did not mention names, I would like to thank you as well for being there for me. For standing by me through everything which a friend would do...
I never thought I can go through this when I first started my semester...As all my friend managed to enter public universities, I'm way off the route....I dreamt of being a doctor since high school but because of my so-called laziness, I ended up in a private college which I thought private college are only for losers and ended up doing finance instaed of medicine...My heart crushed at that time...Regretting for not working hard enought and regretting for not listening to my parent's advice..I took everything lightly untill it actually slammed at my face....Daddy was the one who motivated me all this years up till today....While mummy provided me with the extras that I need...They both has sacrificed a lot....Even Adik sacrificed her needs and wants just to give way to me...
I can never repay everything that they has done for me for all these years...Not to forget the Boyfriend who supported me as well, emotionally...Who stood up till late at night accompanying me during exam period...Who listened to my nonsense, who let me use his t-shirt as tissue to wipe off my tears because I was scared that I might fail...Every test....Who calmed me down a day before the exam, who sent/pick me to/from college.....
To my classmates especially Kamini who willing to put up an effort to teach me(FYI, I'm a slow learner), who will call me in the morning and forced me to come to class(I'm a sleepy head), who has been there for me throughout our 4 years in college, for letting me study at your house even during weekends, for nagging me because I did something wrong(for my own good) and most important of all, you accepted me as your friend for who I am regardless of my history.
Also to my bestfriend, Nor Farah(Alla) and Adelyn who supported me from far..We only talk on the phone..Hahah..It is good enough...
To those who I did not mention names, I would like to thank you as well for being there for me. For standing by me through everything which a friend would do...
freaking awesome day and kaki ku patah
Came back from Bukit Bintang at about 11.30pm...went out with Khang, Wan, Alla, Ana(Khang's date)...We walked the whole day and it was freaking happy day for me...We laughed through out the day and ate a lot of food!!!!!..Parked the car at Pavillion and walked all the way to Time Square...We did went a few places in BB but can't really remember where..Too tired to think...
Khang and Wan bought short pants each...We got charge RM15 for parking!!!!! Freaking expensive....
Anyway, I'll post pictures once I'm back in Penang...For the meantime, I need to get a good rest as I have graduation rehearsal tomorrow...
flying sky high
At this right moment when you're reading this post, I'll be seating in my seat, buckle up and ready to go....flying high in the sky to Kuala Lumpur...Woohoo...with BFF, Khang(as usual)...Sadly, I have to leave the Boyfriend...BB, I miss you already...The last time, I flew to India(2007), he cried his tears out...So sweet...Even though I can't see(as I made the last call before turning off my hp), but his voice explained it all...He is the best thing ever happen to me...I'm not sure what I'll be talking about to Khang at this time...Maybe enjoy our trip....BFF will be picking me up in 50 minutes time...I hate flying actually...Anyway, I'll update you all on what's going on in KL through BFF's lappy,if I can find the time ok....Wait for my graduation post ok, peeps......Meanwhile, enjoy your day and have a pleasant evening...
my stomach is killin' me
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Went to the toilet twice this morning. Got stomach upset....Prom is tonight but I'm not looking forward to it...Dunno why....Picked out what I planned to wear later tonite...Something simple and formal...No more teenage typical prom dress....Not sure what the Boyfriend will be wearing tonite but I can say it would be a t-shirt,jeans and sneakers...He had his hair cut yeaterday as well...and mine...Paid RM26 for that.. Previously the barber only charge RM8 for the Boyfriend but we went yesterday, it was no longer the same hair shop....The previous hair shop moved to her own house...
Going off to KL tomorrow nite...So anxious and can't wait to meet Alla....Rehearsal will be on Friday and the actual day will be on Saturday...And I have not pack anything yet...OMG!!!!
pre prom and flying over to KL
I'm having Monday blues and I don't like it....
We have successfully convinced Cik Fifi to join us to UNITAR prom tomorrow... Hahahahha..At last, we won...I've had something in mind on what to wear tomorrow...Nothing grand actually, old clothes...The main reason is not for the prom actually..Just to get-together will old mates...
They group planned to hang out some where after prom...Have not decide anything yet...I'm gonna have eyebag...Oohh GOD....
Went out on Saturday with Fifi, Khang and the Boyfriend..Went Queensbay...Riana and Yazid was supposed to meet us in Queensbay...But as usual, they said, they'll give us a call...Ok, they did..........................................only after I gave them a tight call...At least they have the 'courtesy' to call and inform that they're not joining us, wow...I was so pissed because we waited them like more than an hour...The four of us did not know where to go as we thought the 2 of them are coming...So we waited them at foodcourt....Assuming that they're on the way......And we gave them a call again, before they gave us the 'courtesy' call that I mentioned earlier...They said they were on their way to town as the boutique(or whatever) they visited in Sg.Dua does not have prom shirt that they have in mind.......Both of them are nominted as prom king and prom queen for this year's prom nite:-).......I hope they'll 'win'.....Then, Fifi went back with her brother...So me, the Boyfriend and Khang decided not to go back yet as it was still early(8pm ,ok)..So drove to GP and bought movie ticket for Inglorious Basterds which as usual I slept off half way through the movie(just a nap)..I don't understand a shit;-)....After movie, the 3 of us went for maggi goreng and Khang liked it...'better than Ali maggi goreng ei Khang'....Then went back home... I slept nicely like a pig....
I'm going off to KL this Wednesday...Woohoo!!!!!!!! For my convocation...I'm so effin' excited... BFF is going to pick me up....
Meet up with Khang, Fifi and her cousing in Prangin yesterday evening...It was just a short meeting...Had Khang's favourite laksa...Tasted ok but I much prefer the one in my hometown... ;-)....Then, Fifi went Giant, Khang went back home as he has to get ready for some event he's attending..me and the Boyfriend proceeded to QB..Bought movie ticket(Cloudy with the chance of a meatball) and bought groceries at the supermarket...Reach home at about 11.30pm...
2nd story...I idolised Nicol Ann David since high school...My passion for squash back in school baiscally borned from her...Could you tell me, how many Malaysia athletes that could sustain their victory, effort and everything consecutively????.....NONE!!!!....And recently, one of the squash court in Bukit Jalil was named after her, Arena Nicol David....How proud her family can be...
We have successfully convinced Cik Fifi to join us to UNITAR prom tomorrow... Hahahahha..At last, we won...I've had something in mind on what to wear tomorrow...Nothing grand actually, old clothes...The main reason is not for the prom actually..Just to get-together will old mates...
They group planned to hang out some where after prom...Have not decide anything yet...I'm gonna have eyebag...Oohh GOD....
Went out on Saturday with Fifi, Khang and the Boyfriend..Went Queensbay...Riana and Yazid was supposed to meet us in Queensbay...But as usual, they said, they'll give us a call...Ok, they did..........................................only after I gave them a tight call...At least they have the 'courtesy' to call and inform that they're not joining us, wow...I was so pissed because we waited them like more than an hour...The four of us did not know where to go as we thought the 2 of them are coming...So we waited them at foodcourt....Assuming that they're on the way......And we gave them a call again, before they gave us the 'courtesy' call that I mentioned earlier...They said they were on their way to town as the boutique(or whatever) they visited in Sg.Dua does not have prom shirt that they have in mind.......Both of them are nominted as prom king and prom queen for this year's prom nite:-).......I hope they'll 'win'.....Then, Fifi went back with her brother...So me, the Boyfriend and Khang decided not to go back yet as it was still early(8pm ,ok)..So drove to GP and bought movie ticket for Inglorious Basterds which as usual I slept off half way through the movie(just a nap)..I don't understand a shit;-)....After movie, the 3 of us went for maggi goreng and Khang liked it...'better than Ali maggi goreng ei Khang'....Then went back home... I slept nicely like a pig....
I'm going off to KL this Wednesday...Woohoo!!!!!!!! For my convocation...I'm so effin' excited... BFF is going to pick me up....
Meet up with Khang, Fifi and her cousing in Prangin yesterday evening...It was just a short meeting...Had Khang's favourite laksa...Tasted ok but I much prefer the one in my hometown... ;-)....Then, Fifi went Giant, Khang went back home as he has to get ready for some event he's attending..me and the Boyfriend proceeded to QB..Bought movie ticket(Cloudy with the chance of a meatball) and bought groceries at the supermarket...Reach home at about 11.30pm...
2nd story...I idolised Nicol Ann David since high school...My passion for squash back in school baiscally borned from her...Could you tell me, how many Malaysia athletes that could sustain their victory, effort and everything consecutively????.....NONE!!!!....And recently, one of the squash court in Bukit Jalil was named after her, Arena Nicol David....How proud her family can be...
is that person trying to fake or show off or plain lie??
This is quite an old post I had in mind actually...Few weeks back, a friend of mine told me that she bought a shoe from some country(need not to mention here as it can serve as a clue ok), and also said that the shoe was bought around RM200++(price already converted)...Her friend bought it for her...I believed it....The next few days I was browsing through a few blogshop and I found the exact same shoe, same design at a very low price(need not to upload the picture ok)...Price is about Rm80++.........Could you see the difference??How far was it??????????...
I admit that her fashion sense is better than mine...I was shocked that I actually took the shoe's picture using my handphone and showed it to the Boyfriend.....I was like 'wth?'.....OK, what I want to know is, is she trying to brag or what????
high school people and the memories
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."- Anais Nin
these are my class mates back in 2001(i think so)
on left:with specs is lyn,me,puterion right : pah,husna and sarah
RCQ is a group name, too long to explain...right at the front is me.Behind row : lyn, pah, sarah,puteri and husna
Was reading through my best friend's blog and bumped into these pictures. I did not know that she had these photos with her...It was nice to see them again..It brings out all the memories I have back in high school...These are the bunch of people who made my day and make me feel like going to school and these are the people who have been with me all these years. It made me cried...I wish I could turn back time...Those were fun and happy days of my life...Some got married, some still pursuing their studies, some making big bucks...Anyhow, I'm happy I have friends like them...We went through many things together...We spent most of our time together even during school holidays...We go out everyday after extra classes, after school and even did a sleepover...But not frequent...Those were the good times...We even see each other tears, laughters....We were best of friends...
*all pictures courtersy of http://akudansekeliling.blogspot.com/
Have a great weekend!!!!
diahornea, last minute work, map
People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.
Had a very bad diahornea since yesterday(woke up at 5.30am this morning to shit)...Came to work and took 2 packets of diahornea pills...
I think I've mentioned thousand of times that I'm so excited for my graduation...Rizki called me yesterday...I said if it wasn't about the convocation, I guess he'll forget me as a friend... He useless ass...Do things at the very last minute...So kanchiong....
Delon emailed me as well asking me for map to PICC...and asked which hotel is the nearest..He'll be bringing Nelly and his parents....
Cooked ayam masak bawang and ate with fried rice. Chicken was ok but too spicy..Hhmm...Went no where yesterday...No plans for the weekend yet...
Btw, Mr.V asked me to check all Xmas deco on all conference rooms. What the heck??? You goes in and out of the room everyday and walk pass by them everyday..Can't he take it out??? Am I that 'maid' to him?..Gosh!!!
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