it is time to decide and say goodbye

It is hard to fail, but it is worse

never to have tried to succeed.

Theodore Roosevelt

I gave my final answer and final decision to my boss that I would have to let go of my job as I'm not going to let my MBA go. Either I have to transfer department or resign and I really hope that I'm doing the right thing. This is what I have wanted to do and part of my wish list. I've been waiting for 2 years to go for MBA. How could I possibly just let it slip pass my fingers. I'm so excited to finish my MBA as I did for my degree. I've promised myself to try my very best to be on Dean's list even though I'm not 100% confident but at least I try my best. It is better that not trying right. Well, fingers cross and I hope things would be better after I finish my MBA. I miss college years but it feels different to be in uni. Different people with different opinions. And more competitive as we are all adults and it will be a challenge for a slow learner like me.

I have a few plans in mind once I'm done with my job. But it is not clear whether it will be successful or not and I hope it does. I talked to daddy after work and he as usual was still supportive and I'm glad that he does. Same goes to boyfie and BFF. Well I have to decide what I want now and I can't be job hopping as well. To be honest I'm still not sure what I want to do for a career. I used to have an ambition to be a doctor but sadly I 'blew' my Maths...It was a funny story and long. But at least I have a Degree like others even though not as a doctor. So I'm still grateful as well. There are still things that put me at par with the society and something I can be proud of. Many people thinks that once I'm done with my Degree, that's the end. Not for me though. I want to be 'someone' and make people who are close to me proud. And I'm happy when they're proud of me as they know that their effort towards me are worth it.

I hope that everything will go smoothly. And with God's guidance plus my close ones's support, I would be able to make it through like how I did previously.