Carrie Underwood - Temporary Home

felt awful since then....

I don't know what to feel

I don't know what to say even though I know it won't change

I don't know how to react anymore

I'm speechless

I feel threaten

I sense jealousy

I sense hypocrite

I feel annoyed

I don't feel well emotionally

I sense anger

I feel irritated..........and the list goes on........

I know what I feel now will not change anything but I do hope it will change....

Billy Gilman --- Oklahoma

This song is about a boy who never knew that he had a dad and his dad doesn't know he exist.
I cried when watching this music video

my heart wants to shout out

Sometimes, there are moments where I feel like standing at the edge of a cliff and shout my heart out but I can't find the perfect cliff here in Penang. The only cliff I know is Bukit Bendera..Not a suitable place to do that I guess Even though you have good friends or family to listen to what your heart want to say but there are things that you're aren't able to verbally tell them...It is hard to explain by words and that is what I feel now. Confused and decide whether to think or not to think...The harder I try not to think, the harder it gets...Sometimes it is best to just let it go...