final goodbye to 2010

Well, for me, many things has happened for the last 12 months.And today mark the last day of 2010. How time flew so fast without you realizing it. I hope that 20111 will be a better year for me, turning me into a stronger person, more focus and dedicated human being. What ever that are not important, I wouldn't want to put it into my organizer or keep it in my mind.

Therefore a toast to an excellent 2011. The year of glory, full of achievement and happiness....

We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched. Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives... not looking for flaws, but for potential.

Ellen Goodman

i'm back

this small little creature is back in action...pictures taken in Singapore will be uploaded soon.

A Merry Christmas

I will be away till 28th December so there'll be no updates till then. Will post pictures from my holiday to the Lion City once I'm back. Anyway, Merry Christmas to all readers. Have a safe journey home. Don't drink and drive...

dream is just a word without you

You've got to follow your passion. You've got to figure out what it is you love--who you really are. And have the courage to do that. I believe that the only courage anybody ever needs is the courage to follow your own dream

let it go...........

.There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go

Emily Osment And Mitchel Musso - If I Didn't Have You

can I speak to GOD directly because I'm....

It takes a minute to meet someone, an hour to get know them, maybe even a day to love them. But a lifetime to forget about them.

When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.

my christmas wish came early

life quote of the day

everything will be okay in the end, if everything is not ok, then it’s not the end.don’t think about the future, but reach for all your dreams, don’t think about the past , but cherish every memory, don’t think about today, live today.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, and forget about the one’s who don’t.Believe everything happens for a reason.If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it.Nobody said life would be easy, they only promised it would be worth the ride.

5 rules to have a happy life: 1. Free your heart from hatred; 2. Free your mind from worries; 3. Live simply; 4. Expect less; 5. Give more

Friday nite

Attended 7aste event at 32 Mansion yesterday night. It was a good nite as the last I had my fun time was months ago. Met a few friends..And Adrian got this CD as a gift..Is Nadhira's CD. I guess she's a newbie in the music industry. Collaboration with Vandal from Canada and King Lhota from Senegal. She's small in size with big voice.Can't remember what question it was...Sorry no pics during the event. Busy talking and eating:-)... The YouTube video clip is one of the song in her latest album.

People make mistake and they should be given a chance to prove that they have changed. So do I. And sometimes we would do the extra things for the person that we care and love. I don't mean that we have to accept what ever mistake our partner did but at least give time to both side to reconsider things and think what they really want. If they're meant to be, fate will be on their side but if fate is not there, no matter how hard we try to be together, it will be broken eventually. I believe good things will happen to people who has faith, hope and patience.

Katharine McPhee - Better Off Alone

One thing I'm wonderin
'When you run out of friends
Will you be coming back home?
Let's think this through again
Let's take a different spin
Why can't I leave you alone?
Somewhere tonight, you may be found
With some other girl you've been draggin' around
You lie to yourself, and you lie to me
It seems like the truth is your worst enemy
Cause baby I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it outI'm better off alone
I'm better off alone
I may be found, somewhere tonight
Cursing the day you walked into my life
What's done is done, I can't change time
But I'll be damned if I'm not gonna try
Oh I'm gonna try
Baby I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I'm better off alone
But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you'll change
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistakes
That it's just a foolish game
I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely lonely lonely days and the dark endless nights
You didn't think, cause you didn't know
That I'd find the strength to let, let you go
I finally figured it outI'm better off alone
I'm better off alone
One thing before I go
Something I've got to know
Boy, did you ever love me?

i had 0 idea in my head

Never let life's hardships disturb you ... no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.

Nichiren Daishonen

I had no idea what to blog but I just need something to type. Been coming back from office late recently. Work are getting more. Furthermore if I come back early, I'll be staring at the 4 walls..best of all, BFF Alla will only be back in Penang one week before Christmas..Lagi I naik gila of boredom...Now itself I'm thinking what to do on this Saturday night...This is horrible... My appetite is still the same and one of my colleague asked me whether can I put on weight or not and I said no coz my body metabolism is extremely high and he said 'Try not to shit after eat la'....I'll die after that.

And I guess I'll be celebrating new year with BFF and that girl will definitely be out with him... You know what I do feel like killing someone at the moment and if there's no law saying that you'll be jail for manslaughter, she'll be the first person on earth I would love to kill. I'll only say but when the time comes, I'll chicken out. Not that I'm scare or what tapi tak sampai hati...And becoz of 'tak sampai hati', see where am I standing now???Miserably...I should be a mean girl from the start..

christmas 2010

Christmas is like 3 freaking weeks away and I'm sooo freaking happy. Plus BFF is coming to Singapore with me as well...yahoo... Its a good way for me to relax actually after all that has happened. Planned a trip down to KL for new year celebration with Khang and Alla but not to sure yet. It has been 2 years since I last had my vacation. Plus the trip down to Singapore will be a good one as Christmas celebration in Singapore is a something to die-for. Sitting down at the Orchard Road on Christmas eve with close friends and cousins.Sitting by the roadside or walkway...Drinking a cup coffee at Clarke Quay. Like how I used to do last time with my cousins. It was pure fun as we were still children. Nothing to worry except homework...No responsibilities, no attachment...Good old years...And that is where I went to my first club..Ahahahaha...

life is unfair sometimes

Life's not always fair. Sometimes you can get a splinter even sliding down a rainbow.

~Terri Guillemets

I didn't expect that life would throw me things that I would have never expected but I guess that what makes life more meaningful. If everyone can predict how the future will be, we won't appreciate what we have. Well sometimes, when things happen, you can only bring yourself back up and pray for strength and guidance. It may take time but eventually you'll be yourself again. Some can stand back in a short period of time but some people (like me_), it may feel forever.

I'm taking one step at a time from now on. Baby steps as I don't want to be hurt and crush anymore. At this moment, daddy and mummy has been the strongest supporter and they know what I'm going through. I'm still having hard time to get myself to sleep at night and it is tiring but I know I have to as I have so much things waiting ahead of me. So many plans to be executed. Plans that I have since I was small...

I've never regretted. Not even once instead I felt lucky to have met such a great man in my life. A man who I respected and look high upon to. A man who I knew will always be there in the time of in need. A responsible and caring person. And a man of honor(put aside his egoistic character, every man has that). A girl would be lucky to have someone like that in her life, Words will not be able to describe how he is.

late at nite

It's 1.47am on Sunday wee-hour. I can't sleep as I'm not sleepy but I didn't take my nap in the afternoon. It has been going on like this for the past weeks. Even during weekdays. I have to force myself to sleep. Lost of appetite and so on...This is so tiring...

Daddy and mummy has gone to Singapore. they were here for the past 4 days so at least I don't feel lonely. BFF will be in KL for the next almost 2 weeks. So I guess this week will be a very boring week for me. Go to work , come home, dinner and off to be. I'm not looking forward for weekends nowadays. Cause I know I'll be spending my time at home on weekends and that's lame. Well, with limited circle of friends, that's what I do. Most of my friends are either married, working overseas or working in another state.....

Katharine McPhee - Say Goodbye

Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon (MUSIC VIDEO)

I want to be able to smile again but even the thought of a smile makes me think about yours and thats what really hurts

It has been a week

Life is filled with happiness, sadness, tears, smiles, laughter and other emotions but when life gets you down, just be strong about it and keep your head up high and have faith in all things in life. Always remember: God is at your side, always

One day you will ask me which is more important, you or my life? And I will say my life, and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.

I could be with anyone in the world and be content, but I stay with you because when I'm with you, everything's better than I could've ever hoped for.

The 7th day

When I found you,

I felt as if my heart found its destination

Nothing much has change. The feeling of 'pain' I guess is still there. Doesn't subside. Anger and confuse is in the head. Still finding the main reason why it happened. Clueless is more of the correct word. Deep in my heart I know I have to move, go with the flow and at the same time, put a bit of hope that things will be better but I can't. It is hard to bury that kind of thought in my mind.

Boyzone - Better

I guess things seems to be better with you around. . Nothing look beautiful now....

In my heart is where you'll always