13 years of friendship and still going strong...

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world.

~Lois Wyse

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive.

~Anäis Nin

I believed that most of us received emails and some even posted in FB saying that Burger King is officially opened in Penang. A long waited favorite joint has finally here...Set that aside....Met with my long old school classmate back in Secondary 5. It was good to see her and had a long chat as well with BFF Alla and Cik Pah. So sad that Along could not be here:-)...Sarah invited us to her 'rumah terbuka' at the Kediaman Setiausaha Kerajaan Negeri (i hope I got it right)... We took a few photos and most of it is in Cik Pah's and Sarah's digicam and SLR....How good if all of us can often meet like this...And we just realize that all of us has been friends for the past 13 years...My God... And this prove that we're getting older each day..Ppfftt..Well, one day we'll look and enjoy the moments that we had together..You now what, despite of every arguments, tears, laughters, craziness and every little things that we said to each other, never a moment I regret knowing the friends that I have back in Secondary school...These are the bunch of people who really stood by me even though my own world look 'ugly' at times... They too never once judge me of the mistakes I made in my life...They supported until I changed to what I am now...They listen to my nagging even though it's 3am in the morning...

what makes a life complete and what is moderate lifestyle???

picture was taken during lunch last weekend

A people that values its privileges above its principles soon loses both.

~Dwight D. Eisenhower

Definitely some post to think about after you have read..I did...Ever wondering what makes one's life complete?? A big car? Tonnes of cash?? Married to a good husband?? A big house?? Well,one thing for sure, every one has their own definition of 'complete life'..To me?? I'm indefinite seriously...This topic was brought up because of some post that I've seen on the web.. Won't mention where (sensitive case:-) )...Some just feel satisfied after they've own a house, married to someone, 2 kids and a car, but is that enough or a 'complete' life requires more than that?? As a human created by The Almighty, we will never be satisfied with what we have. Not to forget myself as well...Everyone says live in moderation but I don't really see that concept implemented in today's society...Today's so called 'moderate' lifestyle is having a big car, a big bungalow, a high post, branded stuffs from head to toe....Weird isn't it??? And people would kill each other just to live up to that standard...Ada yang sanggup ikat perut..Bak kata setengah orang ' biar bergaya asal papa'. Pelik kan...

Not just that, ada setengah manusia bukannya kaya pun tapi berlagak lebih...That sounds familiar to me coz I met that type of 'person' before and it was a bad mistakep:-p... Well, people will always assume many things but the wise one will understand well...

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

I don't own an Iphone but I have a friend who has and I'll be the 'temporary-stealer' every time we meet. And he'll say 'Hayoo, you got no one's hp to use is it ha??'..Hahha...Sorry John... Anyway the only reason I borrowed his Iphone is just to play one particular game which is Angry Birds. My partner always says that I don't use my logic to do certain things or I'm lazy to use my brain to think before doing something so while scrolling John's Iphone, I saw this game and think 'Why not?'...It was hard at first but eventually it is quite fun as I need to plan strategically before launching and attack...Therefore, indirectly I'm actually using my brain...And not just it is fun, the bird is cute as well:-)

F1 Singapore fever

Watched FI Singapore on TV earlier and amazed on how well their main road are built up to the point they can organize a Formula One race!!! Hell yea... Singapore is a small country but yet they're more advance that us...They must be proud of that...

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

Well, enough said that Digi has launch it first ever new Iphone4 for customers on the 24th September 2010. When I first saw the Iphone 3G, I was like..oohh ok...Just like a normal usual PDA so-called...So when the Iphone4 was launch and I saw its advert on TV, I was like, I need to get that, but..........not for me, it is for someone I care for long time...I know it sound ridiculous, it is for my partner. For the past 3 years, I have never actually get a gift for him...He's been wearing old clothes, old phone, or other current things that he has. And for this, it would be good if he has something new once in his life and since it is our 3rd year anniversary next month, I'll be happy to see his smiling face and tears of joy running down his cheeks.

apa adanya dengan boyfriend mat salleh

What to be proud of if you have an English boyfriend?? I don't discriminate but some people just like to show off when they have an English boyfriend. They're human as well..Weird right?? Mentang-mentang ada boyfriend mat salleh, menjaja satu dunia. I'm saying this not out of envy but I don't know why people wants to show off...Mat salleh bila ada girlfriend Asian, tak nampak pun diaorang nak menunjuk...We Asians are the one who's soooo effin' proud with them..I don't see they feel the same as us...Well everyone has their own right...Enough said.

Have to meet one of my classmate later for group discussion on a Sunday morning...Sad,so sad!!! What a life I have..There's always sacrifice to be made when you study and working at the same time...

saurday nite life

Stuck at home watching TV and updating my Cafe World. Sad isn't it. Fells like I'm a 8o years old grandma stuck in a 18 years old teenager...Life oh life

inspiring saying

Success is not measured by what you accomplish but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds.

Orison Swett Marden

Have you ever felt envy towards another person especially the person that you know??? I did. Why?? I've always wanted to be better or the best from the circle of friends that I have. Whatever that person has, I want much better than him/her. I had that attitude from young itself (my parent didn't teacht me that ok:-) )... But eventually the feeling became cool... I tell myself to be moderate and be grateful with what I have. I may not have a BMW (that's my dream car) or a big villa or hold any important post in a company but at least with the amount of achievement in my life, I can say that I'm proud too just like others...Different people has different achievement. It all depends on how you look at it... Some people like to show off and some prefer it lay low.

motivational quote of the day

"Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything."

~Napoleon Hill~

*went to work quite late..That's the advantage of working in a MNC company *smile*.

*raining the whole day-almost. Felt so lazy to work due to the cold whether. How good if I can sleep the whole day.

*bought nasi kandar for dinner

*had Nestum for breakfast:-)

*had rice for lunch

Gosh, if I'm a person who can easily put on weight, I' be fat forever with the amount of rice I have everyday. On top of that I have a stock of bread, chocolate biscuit. cereal in my office drawer.

love quote of the day

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

I'm just tired of pleasing others when my own feeling is being ignored

0030 hours

I'm suppose to be in bed at this time or sleeping late doing my revision but blogging is what I do instead. I just had my supper. Nasi Kandar..Small girl with big appetite and high metabolism rate..I know.. Did some revision for tomorrow's exam and what the hell, I only know partial of what I studied...God, please give me some space in my brain so that I can absorb what I learnt.

Tired, fatigue and etc is is my blood now and I have to tolerate all this for the next 2 or 3 years. Can I?...As on my FB wall post, why can't a millionaire come to me and propose??? Ya, keep dreaming girl *laugh out loud*.... Fingers crossed and pray hard that I will pass my midterm or else I'll have to work my ass off for the final...Why is this so hard??? Other people make it look so easy as peanut...

sayings of the day

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a

limited time on earth --

and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that

we will begin to live

each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the

things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off

the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade

winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Mark Twain

can I or can't I

Past few days has been hectic as I slept quite late due to my mid-term exam which will be this Wednesday. It felt like I just attended my first MBA class and now it is mid-term (almost towards the end of semester). But to be honest, my confidence has yet to come and I don't even feel it. So I'm not sure about all this. Maybe because I have to juggle between work and study at the same. How on earth am I going to pursue my PhD if I can't even handle this. I envy some people who manage to to do 2 things at the same time. They're strong enough and I'm not but I hope I'll learn eventually throughout these 2 years of masters. Wonder how these people manage it.

Left office sharp 4pm as I had to rush home just to do my revision as I know by the end of the day, I'll be damn tired. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.

Quote of the Day

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

Anonymous

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Marilyn Monroe

activity after a week long holiday

Went for dinner in Nando's as we do not know where and what to eat. And since I got the vouchers given by my boss, so why not? We watched movie after that, The King of Fighters..Cheap budget movie...

way back home

this pic were taken when we were in Carefourre Seberang Jaya

credit to myself for the picture

Picture were taken while on the way back from Perlis after a week long of Raya break. The family decided to have a 3 days short break to Penang. Coincidently I have to go back as well as I'm working the next day. The person sitting next to me is my sister. We stayed at my aunt's house. Daddy had to send me to work the next day as I don't have any transport.

past memory sometimes haunt you

You know sometimes, you tend to think back your good old days right. You think you made the wrong decision or you're not sure if what you do will affect the person next to you. Sometimes, you try not to think but the harder you try, the closer it comes to you. You've made the wrong decision but you don't want to admit it. Tapi kadang-kadang kita akan teringatkan orang yang kita sakiti. Hidup jadi tak tenteram memikirkan perkara yang lalu.

Dulu kita ingat, perasaan sayang takkan timbul tapi bila bersua kembali, hati jadi lain tapi kita tahu there's nothing we can do. Memang sakit hati bila kita tahu, yang orang kita sayang tak mungkin akan kembali pada kita. Dulu kita naif, tak sabar, selalu inginkan sesuatu yang lebih dari apa yang kita ada. Kita tak sedar yang oranag yang di depan kita sebenarnya sayang kan kita. Kita abaikan mereka sehinggalah satu saat, kita sedar kita telah membuat keputusan yang salah tapi masa dah terlambat. Kita dah tak mampu mengubah apa-apa.

The last thing we can do is to pray for his/her happiness. Moga di panjangkan jodoh si dia. Kadang-kadang kita terpaksa melepaskan orang yang kita sayang demi kebahagiaan dia. Tapi kita tetap bersyukur kerana dia pernah satu ketika dulu menyayangi diri kita.

ex-6th Form SMPERLIS raya visits

Pictures credit to BFF, Alla. Thanks babe. These pretty pictures were taken during a raya visit to one of my ex 6th Form schoolmate. It was an unplanned trip actually. One of them called me up and suggested. We took the time to pose and take some pictures as well. And I think I'm hook with DSLR camera. I'll save up some money to get myself one and BFF, you will be my training model ok. But for FREE!!!. So feast your eyes on the pictures....

SMKPUTRA reunion and karaoke session:-)

Well, SMKPUTRA reunion went well even though some of them cancelled at a very last minute..Already expected that. Only a few of us attended. Basically mostly those who attended last year's reunion. Most important is we get to meet each other and we had a very long chat. After the dinner I suggested we go for karaoke:-)... We headed to this new karaoke center. Not bad.At least better than the one we went last year. Maybe because it is still new. So enjoy the photos. To those who did not attended, hope to see you guys next year.

4th day of Syawal

I decided to spend my last day here at home with the family. Past few days was fun as I get to meet old friends and some who I have not met since we finished high school. It was good to see them again. Some we did not get to see as they're working and did not manage to come back for Hari Raya. Been sleeping late as we were out for the whole day till wee morning. Tired and feels good. Bad news is I didn't any duit raya. Sad isn't it. But it is OK as I think it is time for giving back to those who needed the most. Visited a friend of mine who met with an 'accident'. It was a sad moment for us but we didn't show that we felt bad for her as we do not want her to feel sad.

All Raya photos will be posted later as I didn't use my digital camera (full memory:-).

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

last post before heading back home

random shots

Well, this will be my last post before heading back to Perlis tomorrow morning. Thank God Raya is on Friday or else BFF will have to pick me up from Penang which she said she WILL DO, isn't it Alla?? *smiling big*. Anyway, I managed to finish some of my pending orders. I'll handle the rest after the holiday. It was packed jam on the costal highway. I was on the way to QB from the office, thought I was smart but the 'jam' out smart me...Hahaha.. Managed to buy only green olives in bottle for mummy. See if I can get other stuffs that she wants in Tesco or Cold Storage later. I'm so excited to celebrate Raya this year as I plan to spend time with the family as much as possible.

Last time, at this time, I'l be in Singapore chit chatting with my aunt and sleep really late at night. The next afternoon, Abang Cik will pick us up with his big lorry and bring us beraya in other relatives house. We'll go for 'jalan raya' until the next morning. It was fun especially when it comes to collecting my duit raya. When people ask 'Nana belajar lagi ke?' I'll say ' A'ah belajar lagi'

And there comes my duit raya. But now, forget it, I don't think peope will buy that lie anymore. Hahaha..

I would like to take opportunity to wish all my relatives in Singapore Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. Nana minta maaf tak dapat balik beraya tahun nie. Halalkan makan dan minum Nana yer'

Pre-Shopping and etc

Raya is about 3 days away. Called mummy and asked what she wants me to buy to bring back home. A whole list of things..She's cooking Italiano for hari raya I think!!!! Weird isn't it....Ppfftt...Anyway, work is ok but the load is getting more and more each day. Been staying back for the past few days. And since I'm going to be on a long holiday, don't want to keep things pending till I get back to the office. I'll be scratching my head off..

And I'm hook to IPhone ever since boyfie's friend showed me his 3Gs IPhone version. Super cool and fun to play with. But I just bought a hand phone and it is not even 6 months old. Thats call greedy. Boyfie is playing badminton tonight and I'm stuck at home. Just came back from work actually. Very tired and happy at the same time as tomorrow will be my last day working before going for a long Raya leave..Woohhoo...

And I have forgotten that today is our anniversary and I just realize that we're turning 3 years next month. Gosh, how time flew so fast. I still feel like I just met him yesterday. So many things happened for the past 3 years. Too bad that most pictures that we took lost with my hand phone that went missing in the office toilet? You want to know why I brought handphone into the toilet? Don't ask, I call it stupidity. So I decided to take advantage on the lost handphone by traeting myself to a new mobile phone instead.... Supposedly to buy a RM300++ hand phone but end up more than that:-)... I love you boyfie...Hahahaha...

Things kind of rough this week. Laundry to wash, cooking to do, dishwash to wash, rticles to read for exam. And you know what my lecturer said that for research work, you need to read about 25 articles to write your thesis. I'll doze off while reading one article. How am I going to be awake just to read 25 articles??? This is insane.

Saving up some cash to get myself a washing machine. Should bought that instead of the LCD tv. And later on, have to get a broker to have a look at a few houses as daddy suggested me to buy a house instead of paying for my rent. I've been staying in the same house for the past 6 years. Amazing. I fell in love with this house when I first lay my eyes on it. And considering of buying over this house too. After getting everything settle down, then only marriage come into mind. One thing at a time....

Advance Syawal wishes to all readers

Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims and have a safe 'balik kampung'

Raya is around the corner and today's traffic is not as bad as other Mondays. Surprising. I guess everybody is in the mood of holiday. I myself will be working till Wednesday and heading back to Perlis on Thursday. Karaoke the night before Raya, as usual till the clock strike 12 midnight. I'm sooooo excited to be back home. Celebrating with the family and mohon maaf dekat mummy and daddy. Too bad that the family will not be celebrating Raya in Singapore this year. Or else I'll be rich!!!.. BFF is going back to Alor Star tomorrow night and will buka puasa with her before she heads home. Soooo sweet...I love her tho:-). Hasn't got the time to make any new baju raya this year so guess I'll be wearing the previous years one... It's ok at least I still have nice clothes to wear for Raya compare to the less fortunate people.

weekend leisure

Watched Piranha early this afternoon. It was full house. I give the movie 6 stars out of 10. Not bad to watch but if you have other choices of movie, better to put this movie as second choice I say. Full of blood and limbs getting separated from the body scenes.

We walked around after the movie and since we do not know where to go, we decided to walk down to the supermarket to buy some groceries for tomorrow's dinner. After that, while walking toward the car park in Level 8 boyfriend said he wanted to buy a pillow to support his back in office so I thought, why not I get one myself as well. Since bed and bath section is on sale, we bought 2. One for boyfie and another one for me. I work in front of the computer for 9 hours with 1 hour lunch and quick break in between, so my back gets tired real quickly.

new internet connection

Well, happy to announce that I have internet connection of IMB..Woohhoo...No more late night in McDonald and camping there. BFFs we can all chat till we drop and I'll be updating this blog more often after this..Yahoo..Anyway Raya is around the corner and can't wait to celebrate with the family. And yeah--------->

Happy Birthday BFF NorFarah Adila!!!