Success is not measured by what you accomplish but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds.
Orison Swett Marden
inspiring saying
motivational quote of the day
"Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything."
~Napoleon Hill~
*went to work quite late..That's the advantage of working in a MNC company *smile*.
*raining the whole day-almost. Felt so lazy to work due to the cold whether. How good if I can sleep the whole day.
*bought nasi kandar for dinner
*had Nestum for breakfast:-)
*had rice for lunch
Gosh, if I'm a person who can easily put on weight, I' be fat forever with the amount of rice I have everyday. On top of that I have a stock of bread, chocolate biscuit. cereal in my office drawer.
love quote of the day
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
I'm just tired of pleasing others when my own feeling is being ignored
0030 hours
I'm suppose to be in bed at this time or sleeping late doing my revision but blogging is what I do instead. I just had my supper. Nasi Kandar..Small girl with big appetite and high metabolism rate..I know.. Did some revision for tomorrow's exam and what the hell, I only know partial of what I studied...God, please give me some space in my brain so that I can absorb what I learnt.
Tired, fatigue and etc is is my blood now and I have to tolerate all this for the next 2 or 3 years. Can I?...As on my FB wall post, why can't a millionaire come to me and propose??? Ya, keep dreaming girl *laugh out loud*.... Fingers crossed and pray hard that I will pass my midterm or else I'll have to work my ass off for the final...Why is this so hard??? Other people make it look so easy as peanut...
sayings of the day
It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a
limited time on earth --
and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that
we will begin to live
each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.
Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the
things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off
the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade
winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
Mark Twain
can I or can't I
Past few days has been hectic as I slept quite late due to my mid-term exam which will be this Wednesday. It felt like I just attended my first MBA class and now it is mid-term (almost towards the end of semester). But to be honest, my confidence has yet to come and I don't even feel it. So I'm not sure about all this. Maybe because I have to juggle between work and study at the same. How on earth am I going to pursue my PhD if I can't even handle this. I envy some people who manage to to do 2 things at the same time. They're strong enough and I'm not but I hope I'll learn eventually throughout these 2 years of masters. Wonder how these people manage it.
Left office sharp 4pm as I had to rush home just to do my revision as I know by the end of the day, I'll be damn tired. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
Quote of the Day
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Marilyn Monroe
Marilyn Monroe
activity after a week long holiday
Went for dinner in Nando's as we do not know where and what to eat. And since I got the vouchers given by my boss, so why not? We watched movie after that, The King of Fighters..Cheap budget movie...
way back home
this pic were taken when we were in Carefourre Seberang Jaya
credit to myself for the picture
Picture were taken while on the way back from Perlis after a week long of Raya break. The family decided to have a 3 days short break to Penang. Coincidently I have to go back as well as I'm working the next day. The person sitting next to me is my sister. We stayed at my aunt's house. Daddy had to send me to work the next day as I don't have any transport.
past memory sometimes haunt you
You know sometimes, you tend to think back your good old days right. You think you made the wrong decision or you're not sure if what you do will affect the person next to you. Sometimes, you try not to think but the harder you try, the closer it comes to you. You've made the wrong decision but you don't want to admit it. Tapi kadang-kadang kita akan teringatkan orang yang kita sakiti. Hidup jadi tak tenteram memikirkan perkara yang lalu.
Dulu kita ingat, perasaan sayang takkan timbul tapi bila bersua kembali, hati jadi lain tapi kita tahu there's nothing we can do. Memang sakit hati bila kita tahu, yang orang kita sayang tak mungkin akan kembali pada kita. Dulu kita naif, tak sabar, selalu inginkan sesuatu yang lebih dari apa yang kita ada. Kita tak sedar yang oranag yang di depan kita sebenarnya sayang kan kita. Kita abaikan mereka sehinggalah satu saat, kita sedar kita telah membuat keputusan yang salah tapi masa dah terlambat. Kita dah tak mampu mengubah apa-apa.
The last thing we can do is to pray for his/her happiness. Moga di panjangkan jodoh si dia. Kadang-kadang kita terpaksa melepaskan orang yang kita sayang demi kebahagiaan dia. Tapi kita tetap bersyukur kerana dia pernah satu ketika dulu menyayangi diri kita.
ex-6th Form SMPERLIS raya visits
Pictures credit to BFF, Alla. Thanks babe. These pretty pictures were taken during a raya visit to one of my ex 6th Form schoolmate. It was an unplanned trip actually. One of them called me up and suggested. We took the time to pose and take some pictures as well. And I think I'm hook with DSLR camera. I'll save up some money to get myself one and BFF, you will be my training model ok. But for FREE!!!. So feast your eyes on the pictures....
SMKPUTRA reunion and karaoke session:-)
Well, SMKPUTRA reunion went well even though some of them cancelled at a very last minute..Already expected that. Only a few of us attended. Basically mostly those who attended last year's reunion. Most important is we get to meet each other and we had a very long chat. After the dinner I suggested we go for karaoke:-)... We headed to this new karaoke center. Not bad.At least better than the one we went last year. Maybe because it is still new. So enjoy the photos. To those who did not attended, hope to see you guys next year.
4th day of Syawal
I decided to spend my last day here at home with the family. Past few days was fun as I get to meet old friends and some who I have not met since we finished high school. It was good to see them again. Some we did not get to see as they're working and did not manage to come back for Hari Raya. Been sleeping late as we were out for the whole day till wee morning. Tired and feels good. Bad news is I didn't any duit raya. Sad isn't it. But it is OK as I think it is time for giving back to those who needed the most. Visited a friend of mine who met with an 'accident'. It was a sad moment for us but we didn't show that we felt bad for her as we do not want her to feel sad.
All Raya photos will be posted later as I didn't use my digital camera (full memory:-).
last post before heading back home
random shots
Well, this will be my last post before heading back to Perlis tomorrow morning. Thank God Raya is on Friday or else BFF will have to pick me up from Penang which she said she WILL DO, isn't it Alla?? *smiling big*. Anyway, I managed to finish some of my pending orders. I'll handle the rest after the holiday. It was packed jam on the costal highway. I was on the way to QB from the office, thought I was smart but the 'jam' out smart me...Hahaha.. Managed to buy only green olives in bottle for mummy. See if I can get other stuffs that she wants in Tesco or Cold Storage later. I'm so excited to celebrate Raya this year as I plan to spend time with the family as much as possible.
Last time, at this time, I'l be in Singapore chit chatting with my aunt and sleep really late at night. The next afternoon, Abang Cik will pick us up with his big lorry and bring us beraya in other relatives house. We'll go for 'jalan raya' until the next morning. It was fun especially when it comes to collecting my duit raya. When people ask 'Nana belajar lagi ke?' I'll say ' A'ah belajar lagi'
And there comes my duit raya. But now, forget it, I don't think peope will buy that lie anymore. Hahaha..
I would like to take opportunity to wish all my relatives in Singapore Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. Nana minta maaf tak dapat balik beraya tahun nie. Halalkan makan dan minum Nana yer'
Pre-Shopping and etc
Raya is about 3 days away. Called mummy and asked what she wants me to buy to bring back home. A whole list of things..She's cooking Italiano for hari raya I think!!!! Weird isn't it....Ppfftt...Anyway, work is ok but the load is getting more and more each day. Been staying back for the past few days. And since I'm going to be on a long holiday, don't want to keep things pending till I get back to the office. I'll be scratching my head off..
And I'm hook to IPhone ever since boyfie's friend showed me his 3Gs IPhone version. Super cool and fun to play with. But I just bought a hand phone and it is not even 6 months old. Thats call greedy. Boyfie is playing badminton tonight and I'm stuck at home. Just came back from work actually. Very tired and happy at the same time as tomorrow will be my last day working before going for a long Raya leave..Woohhoo...
And I have forgotten that today is our anniversary and I just realize that we're turning 3 years next month. Gosh, how time flew so fast. I still feel like I just met him yesterday. So many things happened for the past 3 years. Too bad that most pictures that we took lost with my hand phone that went missing in the office toilet? You want to know why I brought handphone into the toilet? Don't ask, I call it stupidity. So I decided to take advantage on the lost handphone by traeting myself to a new mobile phone instead.... Supposedly to buy a RM300++ hand phone but end up more than that:-)... I love you boyfie...Hahahaha...
Things kind of rough this week. Laundry to wash, cooking to do, dishwash to wash, rticles to read for exam. And you know what my lecturer said that for research work, you need to read about 25 articles to write your thesis. I'll doze off while reading one article. How am I going to be awake just to read 25 articles??? This is insane.
Saving up some cash to get myself a washing machine. Should bought that instead of the LCD tv. And later on, have to get a broker to have a look at a few houses as daddy suggested me to buy a house instead of paying for my rent. I've been staying in the same house for the past 6 years. Amazing. I fell in love with this house when I first lay my eyes on it. And considering of buying over this house too. After getting everything settle down, then only marriage come into mind. One thing at a time....
Advance Syawal wishes to all readers
Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims and have a safe 'balik kampung'
Raya is around the corner and today's traffic is not as bad as other Mondays. Surprising. I guess everybody is in the mood of holiday. I myself will be working till Wednesday and heading back to Perlis on Thursday. Karaoke the night before Raya, as usual till the clock strike 12 midnight. I'm sooooo excited to be back home. Celebrating with the family and mohon maaf dekat mummy and daddy. Too bad that the family will not be celebrating Raya in Singapore this year. Or else I'll be rich!!!.. BFF is going back to Alor Star tomorrow night and will buka puasa with her before she heads home. Soooo sweet...I love her tho:-). Hasn't got the time to make any new baju raya this year so guess I'll be wearing the previous years one... It's ok at least I still have nice clothes to wear for Raya compare to the less fortunate people.
weekend leisure
Watched Piranha early this afternoon. It was full house. I give the movie 6 stars out of 10. Not bad to watch but if you have other choices of movie, better to put this movie as second choice I say. Full of blood and limbs getting separated from the body scenes.
We walked around after the movie and since we do not know where to go, we decided to walk down to the supermarket to buy some groceries for tomorrow's dinner. After that, while walking toward the car park in Level 8 boyfriend said he wanted to buy a pillow to support his back in office so I thought, why not I get one myself as well. Since bed and bath section is on sale, we bought 2. One for boyfie and another one for me. I work in front of the computer for 9 hours with 1 hour lunch and quick break in between, so my back gets tired real quickly.
new internet connection
Well, happy to announce that I have internet connection of IMB..Woohhoo...No more late night in McDonald and camping there. BFFs we can all chat till we drop and I'll be updating this blog more often after this..Yahoo..Anyway Raya is around the corner and can't wait to celebrate with the family. And yeah--------->
Happy Birthday BFF NorFarah Adila!!!
i'm lovin' it
Well, the only internet access that I could have currently is by logging in to McD's wifi service while waiting for the Streamyx company to come over to install my broadband connection. It has been almost 4 weeks when I last registered for the service. But its ok, for my education sake, I'll bear with it.
Anyway, I have presentation tonight and here I am blogging nonsense. Actually I'm waiting for my online test result to load. Feels like ages to wait for it. God.
Mid term exam will be in September and I'm still a little bit crawling but thanks to a few of my classmates who has helped me a little. Once the broadband connection is up, I'll have to turbo-boost myself...
Raya is around the corner as well and the family is not sewing any new Raya attires. I'll wear my previous Raya collections as some of them had only been worn once. I'm kind of excited to meet all friends but not that excited at the same time as we're not going back to Singapore for this year's Raya. That mean, I won't be generating income this year (duit raya)...
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