extremist

I saw a video clip in FB showing a video of an unfaithful wife was being kicked in public. Best part is the people around also kicked. On top of they took bricks and big stone and threw on her till she bleed to death. Even after she died they still continue throwing bricks and kicked her and from the sound of clip, it should be an Arab country. Such an extreme country should just be wipe out of the world map. No wonder many people hates these kind of countries. Such an embarassment to a Muslim country.

woohoo

I'm going back to hometown tomorrow. Woohoo!!!!!!!!!!

new things in life

I received a phone call from the human resource department regarding the offer of my new role in a new department. I've got it!!! Starts on Monday(2nd Aug). They called me to explain the package that they're offering and the good part is the salary. Damn good:-) This time it is permanent. Syukur alhamdulillah... First time ever I landed a permanent post since I graduated. I hope I'll manage to stay long in this new role. Fingers crossed.

I'm going back to Perlis this coming Thursday and will be back on Saturday. I really miss the family as much as I misses boyfie when I'm in Perlis. I just want to relax and spend quality time with them as I only go back to visit them once a month. And I'm not sure when will I be back there after this. With new role, they're be lots of things for me to learn and most important I hope my new department will be as much fun as my previous team. I really hope so or else I won't have anything to look for at work a part from the job. BFF just came back from Johor and hell yeah, I know she had so much fun there. Hahaha. And I can see a couple of cure guys as well. Good for her. You deserve someone better girl and I pray that you meet someone who will love you for who you're and most importantly HE IS SINGLE....

Have to do my medical check up tomorrow and I hate that part. I've been to numerous clinic for that reason. God.

And I read through my BFF's blog and I saw she change my name for her link as

yong adlina jd warga usm. This is so suprising but I'm proud. Hahaha.

Anyway, I HATE people who talk big but DO NOTHING...These people are just plain dumb.

what's up with cupcakes

I was playing a new application(game) called Sushi Chef. While waiting for it to load, I bumped into a cupcake website. The shop is based in Penang.

http://love-a-cupcake.blogspot.com

I was actually looking through some website to find a few ideas of how my wedding will be. Not planning though. The cupcakes that this blog produce was so cute and so creative that I would want to order a cupcake as well for my cake cutting ceremony as well as a door gift/souvenir for the guest ...Not the cartoon type but preferably elegant type.

my dream wedding theme

It is a small girl's dream to have a grand wedding. As you grow up you just want to have a simple but meaningful wedding for yourself and your partner attended by close friends and close relatives. I would love to have a reception by the beach with white canopy, chairs and tables tied with lavender colored ribbons. 8 course meal and not-too-long wedding dress with cap-sleeve. I don't need a Vera Wang dress to look good. I don't want to look slutty instead of gorgeous on my wedding day of course. A simple yet classy and elegant style. A rounded shape wedding ring with a princess cut diamond embedded on top of the ring and my wedding date engrave on the inside part of the ring. And also create a wedding video for me to share with my loved one forever and of course a wedding photo album. Capturing every moment on that special day. I don't want to have a wedding that will cause a hole in my pocket. A simple wedding card with lavender colored ribbon on the from of the card, of course...Everything is just a plan but sadly not at this moment this wedding is going to happen. But roughly, these are the things that I have at the back of my mind....

end of the weekend

*lipgloss that i always have in my handbag and it smells like chocolate too*

*new bag*

Weekend went pretty well. Planned to go back Perlis on Thursday. I'm kind a miss the family actually. Master is still a little bit of crawling and I hope it would get better by time. Bought a mini hand bag(long string a Acewin). Small and easier to carry around. I use to love big handbags but as time goes by, I noticed that I don't carry many things anymore. I used to have a notebook as well in my handbag but now it's only my mobile phone, my purse, a lip gloss, my hand and body lotion(tube type as it is easier to carry around). The lip gloss that I have smells like chocolate and it glide smoothly when apply. It doesn't feel sticky but you need to reapply after a few minutes as it dries up quickly. Didn't bought it. Was given by my sister.

Not much things to write as not many things happen. I'll be officially unemployed for a week and hope to start in the new department by next Monday (2nd August). I hope this will be good for me. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep...Hahha. Time to recover all my sleepless days..

I've been talking to boyfie about some things. Just a simple conversation and what I have in mind are:

1. Finish up my masters

2. Double up my savings

3. Get a house of my own (peaceful instead)

4. Get laid (woohoo)

5. takes care of mummy and daddy

6. start paying for Adik's school expenses.

7. Get a car

Well, some people don't appreciate things they have in their life. Some people have to struggle day by day to earn a living yet those people still says it is not enough. For me, I'm grateful with what I have. I'm not in debt though. Some people are full with debt just to show-off.

stretch marks and anti marks cream

These are the 2 product that I'm currently using. One is for my stretch marks and the Fair and Lovely anti marks is for the pimple scars that I have on my face. I used to have a smooth skin back in college years until I started working 2 years back. Previously I tried Fair and Lovely Multivitamin but that took me months to finish it as the product was too oily for my face as I seldom use . So I walking around Jusco Quuensbay and bumped into the anti marks cream which cost only $7.90 so I thought why not give it a try. Surprising it suits my face and it doesn't feels oily. The instructions says that you can see the difference after 2 weeks so we'll see how it goes.

Second product will be the Palmer's Vitamin E oil. It smells nice and I bought it during a sale in Guardian. It cost RM23.89 for 2 bottles and it;s only 150ml. It doesn't feels oily on your skin as it absorb into it right after you apply it. And it won't leave oily stains on your clothes which is good.

it was not just goodbye

A memory lasts forever never does it die.

True friends stay together and

never say goodbye

It was my last day with my team and I held back my tears so that I can have fun with them. Took pictures with each person on the team and how I miss those ' Call wait guys', 'please clear chat wait'.. I know you won't understand what I meant right. Anyway, I'm gonna miss my team a lot. Really a lot. Since I graduated, this is the best time of my real working life. These people taught me a lot of things and what to expect from the real world.

At the same day, went for an interview for another department which was recommended by my manager. I made the decision to step out of my team is not because of some problem that we have among us but some thing that I have to give up in order to give way to my future(studies). In fact all of us were like family. They make me laugh a lot through my experience working with them. Minus the 'berleter' part from my manager. She's just doing her job and I understand that. We took care of each other and gave support when ever one of us were down. That's what family does. Well, some things gotta go.

So these are the people who made my day except for certain days:-). Enjoy

this is humiliating

What happen to the Malays??? Read this..This is so embarassing.

Malay youth who itch for

online porn

OTHER NEWS & VIEWS

Compiled by LOH FOON FONG,

RACHAEL KAM and A. RAMAN

YOUNG urban Malays aged 13 to 19 are the most frequent visitors to pornography websites, reported Kosmo!, quoting a study by Universiti Putra Malaysia’s Social Sciences Institute (Ipsas).

The study said 22% of the multi-racial make-up of respondents in the survey were Malays, who also topped the list of those who liked to lepak (be idle) (15%), smoke (13.7%) as well as swear at people and play truant (11.5%) respectively.

“Playing truant used to be the dominant misconduct among Malay students. Now, it is viewing pornographic websites at cyber cafes,” said Ipsas director Prof Dr Md Salleh Hassan, who headed the research.

“These findings make it urgent for the Government to block easy access to the sites before they become a security threat to the nation,” he said, echoing a similar warning made recently by former Prime Minister Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad.

Dr Md Salleh lamented that it was disappointing that parents who were interviewed about their children’s penchant for pornography sites denied the claims, despite the confessions made by the youngsters.

Among the other races, Chinese students were found to be more inclined towards gambling (9.5%) and consuming alcoholic drinks (6.2%) while Indian youths were found to be prone to cheating during examinations (10.6%) and picking quarrels with their teachers (7.6%).

resources by The Star

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/7/22/nation/6707709&sec=nation

stars are what i can see

I'm seeing stars now. Can anyone help me bang my head..pretty please...

I'll be blogging more often after this as internet access is easy for me now...weeee!!! Anyway, I have assignments to pass by tomorrow. The good news is my team mate has done it for me but I still try to understand bits and pieces. I did learnt all this back in college but it was like 2 years back and the books are now in the storage. I'm not sure whether I can make through this semester or not. It is hard.

Went for an internal interview earlier on and hopefully I'll get good news by end of this week or most probably next week.

it is time to decide and say goodbye

It is hard to fail, but it is worse

never to have tried to succeed.

Theodore Roosevelt

I gave my final answer and final decision to my boss that I would have to let go of my job as I'm not going to let my MBA go. Either I have to transfer department or resign and I really hope that I'm doing the right thing. This is what I have wanted to do and part of my wish list. I've been waiting for 2 years to go for MBA. How could I possibly just let it slip pass my fingers. I'm so excited to finish my MBA as I did for my degree. I've promised myself to try my very best to be on Dean's list even though I'm not 100% confident but at least I try my best. It is better that not trying right. Well, fingers cross and I hope things would be better after I finish my MBA. I miss college years but it feels different to be in uni. Different people with different opinions. And more competitive as we are all adults and it will be a challenge for a slow learner like me.

I have a few plans in mind once I'm done with my job. But it is not clear whether it will be successful or not and I hope it does. I talked to daddy after work and he as usual was still supportive and I'm glad that he does. Same goes to boyfie and BFF. Well I have to decide what I want now and I can't be job hopping as well. To be honest I'm still not sure what I want to do for a career. I used to have an ambition to be a doctor but sadly I 'blew' my Maths...It was a funny story and long. But at least I have a Degree like others even though not as a doctor. So I'm still grateful as well. There are still things that put me at par with the society and something I can be proud of. Many people thinks that once I'm done with my Degree, that's the end. Not for me though. I want to be 'someone' and make people who are close to me proud. And I'm happy when they're proud of me as they know that their effort towards me are worth it.

I hope that everything will go smoothly. And with God's guidance plus my close ones's support, I would be able to make it through like how I did previously.

first class was ok

Attended my first MBA class. It was good but boring. Basically it was an introduction class just to refresh what we have learn in degree. Most of the students are working adult so this group is more mature. Some of them are good. I can know that from the way they answer questions from lecturer. So I'm a bit scare and worry that I might be left behind. It is tired to attend class after work. So I'm not sure whether I can coupe and divide my time between my classes and work. With the job I have now to be honest I don't think I can coupe with my studies. So many things to juggle. Plus I'm not the kind that can withstand stress. I'll crack under pressure.

So many things to referesh now. I've forgotten some things that I have learn back in college years. It feels odd to be a student again after 2 years I graduated from my degree. Still not use to it yet. Well, like I said, hopefully boyfie will bring me good news so that I can 'retire' early from work and focus on my study.

Boyfie will have team event with his colleague while BFF have to attend a seminar outstation and I'll be stuck at home all alone. Sad isn't it.

this is tiring

I feel so drain out each day and I dont' feel like doing anything. Work is ok but workload is sooo fucking hectic. Class starts tomorrow and I'm very excited. Excited to meet new people. It is time for me to make new friends.

I feel that my job is not bringing me anywhere. To be honest. I'm stuck here with no what-so-ever assurance of what I'll be getting. Finding another job is not easy as well. I have no choice now but to stay put. I hope that boyfie will have good news...I'm counting on you bb :-)

weekends

One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure.

William Feather

Manage to watch movie after 2 weeks of spending the weekend at home. Boyfie was busy with juggling 2 jobs at the same time. I know he's tired. We watched Knight and Day. Movie was good. Funny packed with actions. Since it was a public holiday, we had a hard time to find parking and cars were many today. After movie we bought some things for the house including a mop that has broken (twice this year). Ahahahha.. Wonder how I broke it??? I'm not sure myself...It was suppose to be boyfie's off day today but as usual, people still need him at work....So I went back and change and followed him to futsal centre. Before that we bought maggi goreng for dinner.

dark circle is my best friend

I was chatting with my colleague and she said why I looked tired. So I looked into the mirror on my desk and gosh I have dark circle. I looked ridiculously pale and as if I'm sick and unhealthy. This is not a good sign. With lack of sleep for GOD know till when, the dark circle will always be with me.

Anyway a friend of mine will be leaving for Indonesia for 10 days. He'll be on holiday and I'm stuck here. How I wish I could leave everything behind and go for a vacation. I desperately need a break from all of this stress.

By the way I went for medical check up as it is criteria for my master's application. And the doctor said I have a very low blood pressure. I'm young and I have low blood pressure. I'm not sure what am I getting myself into.

'amazingly' STUPID

I saw a video taken on top of a building. Recording a girl and a guy who's arguing by the roadside. To my surprise all of a sudden the guy start kicking the girl like no one's looking. BY THE ROAD SIDE WITH CARS passing by and the best thing is no one stop to help. You see how inconsiderate Malaysian are. When there are time they don't have to 'sibuk', the have to be a 'penyibuk', when times like this situation, they just drive pass. That is what I call a stupid Malaysians. They prefer to 'sibuk' about accidents(with bloods and all those things) rather than helping this kind of people. And people wonder why is Malaysia so undevelop right...Because of Malaysian's mentality... So shallow.

When I first met boyfie many people criticize me why on earth do I have to choose other races?? Want to know why? Because people with the same religion as mine are mostly so shallow minded. If someone marries a Euro, why people dont' say anything? Instead they're sooooooo fucking proud... 'Oh I'm married to a mat salleh' See what I mean. Why do people have to be soooo proud of that? He/She is also a normal human being. They'll be bury in a coffin and underground and meet God after that. Just that they're more advance, civilized (not all though, some are still stupid), tall, white and bla bla bla...

This is just some of the reason my Malaysia is not develop. The government can create what ever policy they want but in the end, it comes down to the people.

online shop and daddy gets a year older

Well I was in a good mood yesterday. Boyfie went to futsal centre early than usual as there was a tournament and 1 person could not handle the centre. At the mean time, I was out with The Group (riana, fifi, khang, yazid and wan joinedtowards the end of our outing). We watch The Back-Up Plan and it was a touching movie. I nearly cried. Not something that boyfie would like. Too girlie. I was fucking happy until I think of Monday. Starting of the week and it is not good at all. Best thing is I hate my job to be honest..........But daddy said, just be grateful I still have a job in the middle of world's economic downturn...

Anyway, I was thinking of getting my blogshop up and running again but not so sure how. Starting was a disaster. Manage to sell a few and ending up I wear those clothes...Hahahaha... But I will definitely get it done and once successful, I'm quiting!!!!!!!!!!!!. Who doesn't want to be your own boss right???...And it's daddy's birthday today..

Happy Birthday Daddy. We love you a lot.

weekend with The Group

Boyfie will have to work AGAIN this weekend. So there goes my 2nd week of boring weekend. NO movie in 2 weeks. Gosh!! Missed a lot of new movies. I want to watch Sex and The City 2 !!!!!!!. But its ok, even if boyfie and me can't watch movie, I don't mind as long as he's still around. I accompanied him for the past 1 week in Sportiva. Tired but worth while. Boyfie is down with fever and cold. Kesian him and he's so stubborn towards medicine. You'll feel like killing yourself just to pujuk him to take medicine. He's been falling a sick a few times this year itself. I know you're tired. Daytime in office and evening till late at night in futsal centre. Hopefully the it is worth your effort that you put.

Going to meet up with Fifi and Khang later after work. I'm so excited!!! Woohoo....I missed you two BFF....Best part about meeting them is the gossip segment. Ahahaha. Please, don't tell me you say NO to gossips...Khang is like the CNN...Ahahahahaha.

Anyway I feel like my head is going to explode. Everything is jumbling up and I'm in the middle of the crossroad. Class starting soon..Goshh...