the so not exciting Thursday

Well, it is Thrusday and one more day to go before we hit the weekend. But it doesn't seem exciting for me....I'll have to leave the Boyfriend behind to spend time with the family...I've been doing some thinking for the past few days about bringing the Boyfriend to meet daddy..I asked him but he seems nervous and shy...Ahahahaha...I'm not sure when is the best time to do....Hhmm...Maybe not now...

Well, me annd my best friend is trying to put together all the things for our reunion during raya. It is a bit of frustration as some of our ex-colleague did not agree with the price of RM30 that we set..We ere thinking of doing it big as this is a reunion of after 8 years...Hmm...Sh'es helping me to send out messages to all the classmates that we have in contact..Looks like it's not an easy task after all...

Nothing to blab today except one thing which I just remembered..Something about Mr.Vincent... Ahahaha..Stupid idiot...

In the mood of killing someone

To start the day off, I logged into my FB account and checked my Reastaurant City game...Hahah..Life is great in Intel except if you have to deal with a bunch of moorons...Hahah..
Mr.V irritates me again.Now regarding the water dispenser. I don't want to elaborate much as this will bring bad luck to me...Even his shadow is a curse to me....

Daddy and mummy are coming tommorow...Gosh!!! So that mean the Boyfriend will have to be away...Uurrgghh!!! So sad...But at the same time I'm excited as this means shopping...

Nothing to 'blab' for the past few days. National day is next Monday and still don't have plans for it. Hari Raya is in 3 weeks time and I'm sooooo excited to attend my high school reunion....

Salam Ramadhan and was on MC yesterday

Its been days back after my last post. First story, I was down with flu since Thursday. Thought it was nothing but came Saturday and the flu still there. Went to see a doctor and he gave a cough syrup(which tasted awful), antibiotic and flu medication...I asked for liquid one and the nurse kind of baby laugh at me...Hahahaha...I hate pills.

Daddy and mummy are coming down this week. Not sure when...Not to say I don't feel happy but they come too often and sometimes I pity the Boyfriend...Hhmm...Going back to Perlis this weekend...Miss home cooked food....ALOT!!!!...

Weekend was OK. Watched Dance Flick and Up in 3D(the 3D spec is 3x bigger that my face).. I slept halfway through watching Dance Flick...Boring!!!...While for Up...Ok but not much of laughing part....The fat kid part was cute though..Ahahahaha

today is horrible and I don't feel well

To start off, I received a very uncomfortable email from Mr.V and it made my heart stop for a moment thinking how could he do such thing to me...Need not mention here as it causes heart ache to me....I hate him alot.......

The Boyfriend is back in Penang. Me and Khang went to the bus station to pick him up. We waited about 1 hour. During lunch hour with Khang, I don't know why. Me and Khang kept on laughing non-stop...He's sooooo funny...Nice to have a best friend like him...And Khang asked me to pick him up as it was raining heavily yesterday....I slept like a pig, you know.

The Boyfriend is coming back today and little miss is happy

Well, the Boyfriend masged me this morning saying that he's coming back today. Hahaha. I knew it. I miss him a lot though. Ms.J is not around today as she is attending some meeting. I feel so glad. Going out for lunch later with Khang. Hhmm. Haven't decide where to eat yet.

Nothing to brag today...

i feel unappreciated and demotivated.feels like kicking Mr.V in the ball as he derserves it...

Today will be my first day without the Boyfriend as he's in KL for some assessment thing. Send him to the office at 6.20am!!!Mr.V is pissing me off by telling my colleague that his team under utillized me...How do you feel that???It is depressing you know....The Boyfriend is not here as well...I feel so down. Going for dinner with Khang and Delon tonight. Dunno where yet.

Anyway, weekend was awesome as the Group hung out together (as usual gossiping about people)...We went Sushi King. Food was ok but best part of all, the Boyfriend tagged along...It was so cool. I so love him. All of us watched Aliens in the Attic (cute, stupid and funny, all in one)

Went for lunch with Khang (unplanned)...Nothing much to talk as we save it for tonight.Hahaha. He's my Astro, you know...

I miss the Boyfriend so much...

Mr.V demands a lot and he is a sissy. My best friend got his first job..

The Boyfriend managed to find some of the head lice nits yesterday. Take about 1.5 hours to finish but I bet there's bit more left on the head. Anyway, I'll use the shampoo made for head lice 7 days after 1st attenot (it would be on the 19th)..Fingers crossed...So I called daddy yesterday as I received 2 missed calls from him...I'm not good in putting my hp beside me and when I sleep, I sleep 'dead'...So don't expect me to pick up the phone....If you were in an accident, I'm the wrong person for you to call....Me and The boyfriend always argue about that....

Second story of the day. So I emailed Mr.V telling him self-ordered pantry items are finishing...He said he want to take a look at the storage room where we kept the things....I told him Kopi 'O' is finishing and he asked me to mix and match all the 3 in 1 drinks....These engineers are so pathetic. I said we already have self made nescaffe, what's the point of ordering packs of kopi 'O'...He said many people don't like it...OMG, they sould be greatful as they have tonnes of food in the pantry for them to choose from...Don't like it, buy on your own and stack them in your cube....End of story...

It is Friday today and I don't feel excited instead I feel very down...Don't know why...My 'pocket' is frying up and this is just middle of the month...Going for lunch with the Boyfriend later..Thinking what to eat..You see, Penang is not that big compare to Perlis (listen up Boyfriend), so the food is not much of variety...Even though people said, Penang is heaven of food. For people like me, it is not heaven...I still prefer mummy's homecooked food....*drooling*.

I'm reading a Singaporean married lady currently and her blog looks fascinating. With pictures on what's going on in her everyday life...And she's pretty.I love to watch women passing by...NOT that I'm a lesbian but because have different fashion style to lok at and to copy..Haha.. Men are just simple and plain (except those who are sissy)..Men usually wear shorts, sneaker, pant, t-shirt...*boring*

No plans for the weekend but maybe going for dinner with Khang...He's working in INtel as well...At last I have another chat buddy apart from Munyis...This is his second day. Nothing much to be proud of working in Intel actually. It does sounds 'wow' but its empty...Stress and ridiculously people...Sometimes their request are nonsense..

Transexual, accept or push them far away...i cut my hair

Well, today's topic would be slightly haevy as I'll be talking about transexual. I watched a video of a Singaporean transexual (KUMAR) ending up doing stand-up comedy and being paid for that. He even have to dress up on stage...The video tells a thousand stories of his life, childhood years and current life. It was amazing. The last video (there's part 1,2 and 3) were tearful (maybe not for some of you)...But this is what he said... 'if you have dreams, go for it. Don't bother what people say because at the end of the day, you, yourself would have to decide what you want in your life and your future. If you're doing something bad, people talk bad about you. If you do good deeds, people will still talk bad about you. So why bother?'. You'll live your life once so why not start thinking for your self instead of thinking what others will think about you.... He said he went through a lot in order to be what he is today. He gets to travel, make tonned of money despite being a stand up comedian...Hhmm...His words are very motivational. Not to say I don't favor transexual but because I don't have one friend who is that. Its just weird a guy,who, dress up like a girl, talk to you in a manly voice. Just that.

My head lice story : Use dhead lice medication yesterday night. Leave it almost 3 hours. It feels better now, need to find the nits...Which the Boyfriend will have to do.

Head lice and f***ing irritating, Mr.V

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make brand new ending.

- Carl Bard

First of all, I have head lice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't know where on earth I got it...I shampooed my hair everyday...My hygiene is great...I'm a clean person...I've been having this itching on my head for past few month and I thought it was some kind of allergy until yesterday.............................I found a head lice on my finger while scratching my head.I press it and came the 'pop' sound and I was like....SHIT!!!!!I have head lice.....Going to the pharmancy later during lunch time...Can't take the itching anymore. This is just one problem.

I've been rushing whole morning until I forget to top up the pantry and Mr.V sent me and email (CCed to Ms.J as well)...He is such a jerk and I hate him...He's bringing attention to every details of my actions...Why can't he come to my desk and enquire directly to me????I guess he's having some kind of 'attention disorder'...Lame and pathetic sissy!!!!!....Just because he's promoted recently, he wants to perform...Suck your own ass sucker....He's so irritating and kiss ass person you know...If you were in my position, I bet you'll cursing him loudly!!!I still have the patience though...He's not worth the arguements. People like him should just be ignore or give him a silent treatment..Should not explode...

Went for lunch with The Boyfriend. Stop by pharmacy to buy a bottle of stupid lice shampoo and lice comb..Why does the lice invade my head....???This is so humiliating and disgusting. I told the pharmacist that it was for my sister.........Bluekkk!!!

Mr.V is making my life miserable again and he's so snobby

I'm going through a very bad day for the past few days....Job burn...

Today is the story of a guy at my workplace who annoys me almost everyday. Giving me stupid task, which he himself can do it...instead he asked me...Just because his position is higher than mine, he thinks that he can ask me to do anything....And guess what, I don't feel like working here anymore. The feeling gets stronger each day. I'm eyeing for another job actually. This job is making me cripple inside...Boring and dead end job. Plus trying to meet engineers nonsense demand, making me feel left out. In the sense that, I feel like I'm a 'slave' for these people even though not every one of them. Some are nice...There's no motivation at all. Every morning I force myself up and get ready for work. Daddy said, you have to make the job interesting...I tried but nothing change...

Well, took hald day leave yesterday and went to watch G.I Joe : Rise of the Cobra. It was a good movie. Packed with actions, sexy and hot girls...and not to forget, handsome 'people'... Ahahahaha. Overall, they still can't beat Transformers...

a weekend with the family

top : Bought by mummy during her trip to India

belt : thekooky-thing

pants : Thai fair in Ipoh Parade

slipper : Ipanama by Giselle

Bag : Liz Clairbone

Well, weekend was great!!...First sentence as a start...Went for a last minute trip to Ipoh with my parents...Just the 3 of us as adik was away in Johor for her brass band competition...Bought a few things....When daddy reached Penang, he called me to meet up with him in QB, first thing I bought was a CROCS Havana. It was super comfortable but since it is a new pair, so I developed a small little blister...

The family get-together trip was nice. So I told daddy, maybe we could go for a drive around Malaysia during Chinese New Year next year...First stop would surely be Kuala Trengganu... Ipoh trip was good even though it is just one day and also an unplanned trip. We spent on food, clothes for me and adik...hahaha..Plus it was Jusco sales (Kinta City). Mummy bought a slow cooker as the old one is going to 'retire' anytime...Hahaha..When we reach Penang, I feel a bit of emotions as daddy and mummy would have to go back and I'll be stuck in Penang....Hhmm... Plus today, working as usual but I'll be on half day today...hehehe

Its Friday...Free from 'hell' for the next 2 days.

I"LL BE AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND

To start off the day, one word............BORING!!!...Seriously...The Boyfriend came late for my lunch as he overslept!!! Stupid...Daddy and mummy is coming today...Will be going to Ipoh tommorow morning...Yeehaa....This means shopping...It's great especially adik is not around...He band thingy...I don't care...

Mr.V doesn't give me any trouble today.Thank God.

mouth infection and i don't feel good

Synopsis : Ghosts of Girlfriends Past -- the Mark S. Waters directed fusion of A Christmas Carol with a traditional romantic comedy -- stars Matthew McConaughey as Connor Mead, a famous photographer and confirmed womanizer. He takes a break from his playboy lifestyle to attend his brother's wedding, where he becomes reacquainted with Jenny Perotti (Jennifer Garner), the only girl who ever captured his heart. After Connor delivers a drunken speech at the rehearsal dinner where he says that love isn't real, he's met in the bathroom by the ghost of his Uncle Wayne (Michael Dogulas), a Hefner-esque horndog who taught Conner everything he knows about picking up chicks. Uncle Wayne informs Connor that, over the course of the evening, he'll be visited by three ghosts who will lead him through his romantic past, present, and future. Will Connor learn to get over himself and love the right woman, or will he remain an emotional Scrooge? ~ Perry Seibert, All Movie Guide

I was on MC yesterday after 4 months of working. Not that I purposely took MC but because my lips got swollen and I thought it was one of my allergies,so I took my allergy meds...But as hours goes by, the swollen does not fade away..So I decided to go to the clinic and to my shock, doctor said, my lips has been infected....I got scare and the Boyfriend called me Duffy Duck!!!... So he gave me some medication for 3 days and said if it doesn't heal, come back again for another type of medicine.

Even though I was on MC, the Boyfriend asked me out for movie...Hehehe...We went Gurney Plaza to watch The Ghost of Girlfriend's Past...It was a comedy and a bit of touching moments.. Nice to watch and can consider to watch it for the second time...Not much of work today but a lot of annoyance especially from Mr.V ( can't post his real name for the sake of intergrity...F*** intergrity if it comes to this guy)....He's a pain in the ass you know...

gloomy,loomy and a pot of rice.

the day started with me checking my emails...Just in case someone need my 'help' or being their cheap slave...*winding away*....Well, called daddy yesterday. He said adik is going to Johor for her brass band competition..Good luck Dianah...And he said, he and mummy might be coming down to Penang...*crap*....Just planned to go Penang Hill with the Boyfriend...Well, guess I'll have to cancel it...

Though of taking half day leave next Monday just to surprise the Boyfriend...IMed with Munyis yesterday and guess what, we are officially a 'couple'..............BUT only through IM...2 lonely monkeys felt bored at work...I told him that, we have clowns outside out workspace, therefore we both can only be together through instant messaging... We were at the edge of death,due to boredom....Imagine that...Lame isn't it....

Cooked nasi tomato yesterday with beef curry...It was awesome!!! The Boyfriend ate finish and even add twice the rice. The day before, cooked nasi minyak with ayam masak merah...We both finished the whole ayam merah and whole pot of rice.......FULL and HAPPY.... Its not that I'm trying to brag about being a good cook..Hahaha..Just trying to tell I have successfully being one step away to be a perfect cook....I salute myself....As no one will do that...

weekend with the group

leopard print top : from Mummy

shoe : Vincci

bag : Liz Clairborne

jeans : Roxy

Weekend was awesome. Went for movie with my group. the Boyfriend tagged along. It was nice overall...Went back at around 10pm++...Tiring but fun...We watched The Proposal...featuring Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds...He's sooooo cute....

Synopsis : A book editor is forced to marry her male assistant in order to stay in the country. When they travel to Alaska to meet his family, the new couple has to fake their way through a surprise wedding thrown by his parents.

This movie is full of laughter and tears towards the end...nice movie to watch...can consider to watch it for the second time...

Watched Land of The Lost on Saturday night with The Boyfriend...Damn stupid movie but we laughed throughout the movie...I was the loudest....Imagine this.....how can a T-Rex be friends with a human???...This is not even 1/4 of the movie...You'll see more stupidity when you watch it yourself...

Synopsis : Has-been scientist Dr. Rick Marshall, sucked into one and spat back through time. Way back. Now, Marshall has no weapons, few skills and questionable smarts to survive in an alternate universe full of marauding dinosaurs and fantastic creatures from beyond our world—a place of spectacular sights and super-scaled comedy known as the Land of the Lost. Sucked alongside him for the adventure are crack-smart research assistant Holly (Anna Friel) and a redneck survivalist (Danny McBride) named Will. Chased by T. rex and stalked by painfully slow reptiles known as Sleestaks, Marshall, Will and Holly must rely on their only ally—a primate called Chaka (Jorma Taccone)—to navigate out of the hybrid dimension. Escape from this routine expedition gone awry and they’re heroes. Get stuck, and they’ll be permanent refugees in the Land of the Lost.

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Had a very bad day today.

i'm definitely cutting my hair...it causes itch

I've made up my mind to cut my hair bob-short...I can't stand the itch anymore and I have hair-dropping problem. Was thinking taking post Spice inspired haircut.. Plus, i'm so lazy to take care of my hair nowadays..Lazy to blow dry...

I've been on short hairs previously...And I'm comfortable in it....I might go for the top haircut.

My day started ok....Boring as usual.So I browsed through which haircut I'll be using for this weekend...Mind you that I look mature in short hair...but cute (ahaks, *coughing*). Finished my meeting at around 12 just now. Went to cafe to buy my lunch. I packed my lunch up to my cube. Like I said, I have no friends here....Sad isn't it...

between my dreams and the reality...checked...

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, and always with the same person."

- Mignon McLaughlin

Another day in the office with nothing to do apart from blogging...Lame and boring...The only friend I have is Munyis...But only through instant messaging...No physical friends at all..My life sounds pathetic isn't it...That's the truth...Well, I've been doing some thinking....about....you'll be shock....thinking about getting married but I'm not sure myself whether I'm prepared or not...I mean mentally and financially...The truth is I'm not financially stable....Mentally??... Hhmm.... only about 30%.... Well, I don't want to be a housewife yet....It is not like we're in the 70s or something....Women should have a career nowadays,not ending up spending your time and strength in the kitchen....Well, not that I don't like to cook for my family....if I have one but I wouldn't want to waste my years of studying like shit down the drown. I want to make something out of it....Give my little sister a better education, I mean...Maybe it triggered me to think about getting married as I see everyone that I know is starting a family of their own...

I have many things that I want to do and I think marriage will only get in the way between me and my dreams...I am a dreamer, I admit that but it doesn't stops there..I want to make it happen...I want to be someone big, powerful, able to make vital decision for the company, someone who will sign authorization letter, and any company matter will have to go through me, travel around the world, attending big meetings, and most important of all, having to own my first BMW....Amazed??? That is not even half of my dreams....See what I mean. If I were to get married now, can I achieve those things?? I don't think so...I don't want to be someone who thinks up to a certain level of satisfaction, I want to maximize what I have...

Saying is easy but executing them is another thing to think of...I have a very long way to go... Marriage is my second plan...Not at the moment...I've found the right guy but the time has yet to come...

Another entry : Well, some people just can't shut their mouth up...So annoying...Introducing Mr.V, the most annoying human being in my department...Heard that he got promoted, so he wants to perfom...His performance is making me annoyed...I hate him...And he look so sissy....

i smell envy and memories of the good old days

The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but of respect and joy in each other's life.

Richard Bach

One of my cousin is getting married..Childhood cousin I can say...The theree of us grew up together,bathe together, slept together and get naked together...ahahaha...2 girls and a boy...The boy is in Australia flying school...I soon realised that everyone has grown up now..The three of us are no longer small kids running around the house....You won't believe what we did when we were young...It was fun...Even though we're far apart from each other, yet, the closeness is still there...How I miss those days...

Those pictures on top dated back in 2007. We celebrated hari raya there. We do that every year except this year. The one wearing wearing zebra stripe top is the one who's getting married... and the only solo male is her future husband...We were at Sentosa.The last I went was with her and my other cousins as well as my aunties...That was like more than 10 yeras ago...Phheeww... We were in kindergarten if I'm not mistaken...Sentosa is not like before.Many things has change...

i miss my hometown

Well, weekend wasn't so bad...Spent the weekends with daddy and mummy. Adik as usual, busy with her brass band thing...Took a bus ride from Perlis to Butterworth at 3.30pm and reach at around 5.30pm...The bus driver was 'extraordinary'....I was seated at the last row as the front rows have been fully occupied....The whole journey was a bouncy journey and I could not sleep at all!!!

The Boyfriend picked me up in Penang ferry jetty. Then, we decided to go QB as he wants to pay his credit card. We bought movie ticket (The Taking of Pelham 123) and ate TGIF for dinner. Which I regretted. I ordered SouthWest Mac and Cheese. A dish consist of grilled chicken strips with mac and cheese....It is nice but without any gravy except for the mac and cheese. So I don't really enjoy it. End up taking the Boyfriend's food....He ordered New York Strip with 2 side dish(cheesy mash potato and french fries)..After dinner we went to Jusco to shop for some groceries.

Below is a sneak peak of what The Taking of Pelham 123 is all about...Nice movie to watch..

A New York City subway dispatcher draws on his extensive knowledge of the subway system in order to outsmart a dangerous criminal mastermind who's hijacked a subway train in this remake of the 1974 thriller inspired by John Godey's best-selling book. Walter Garber (Denzel Washington) was drifting through his daily routine when he received word that a heavily armed gang of four has hijacked a subway train and are holding all of the passengers hostage. Led by cunning master thief Ryder (John Travolta), the gunmen will begin executing everyone aboard should the authorities fail in delivering $10 million in the space of just one hour. With the tension in the tunnels rising, Walter races to save the hostages before the shootings start. But through it all, there's one part of Ryder's plan that Walter can't quite comprehend: even if the thieves do succeed in getting their money, how could they possibly get out of the tunnels undetected?

~ Jason Buchanan, All Movie Guide