nuffnangers
this post is dedicated to the people who has helped me alot in life.
I never thought I can go through this when I first started my semester...As all my friend managed to enter public universities, I'm way off the route....I dreamt of being a doctor since high school but because of my so-called laziness, I ended up in a private college which I thought private college are only for losers and ended up doing finance instaed of medicine...My heart crushed at that time...Regretting for not working hard enought and regretting for not listening to my parent's advice..I took everything lightly untill it actually slammed at my face....Daddy was the one who motivated me all this years up till today....While mummy provided me with the extras that I need...They both has sacrificed a lot....Even Adik sacrificed her needs and wants just to give way to me...
I can never repay everything that they has done for me for all these years...Not to forget the Boyfriend who supported me as well, emotionally...Who stood up till late at night accompanying me during exam period...Who listened to my nonsense, who let me use his t-shirt as tissue to wipe off my tears because I was scared that I might fail...Every test....Who calmed me down a day before the exam, who sent/pick me to/from college.....
To my classmates especially Kamini who willing to put up an effort to teach me(FYI, I'm a slow learner), who will call me in the morning and forced me to come to class(I'm a sleepy head), who has been there for me throughout our 4 years in college, for letting me study at your house even during weekends, for nagging me because I did something wrong(for my own good) and most important of all, you accepted me as your friend for who I am regardless of my history.
Also to my bestfriend, Nor Farah(Alla) and Adelyn who supported me from far..We only talk on the phone..Hahah..It is good enough...
To those who I did not mention names, I would like to thank you as well for being there for me. For standing by me through everything which a friend would do...
freaking awesome day and kaki ku patah
flying sky high
my stomach is killin' me
Went to the toilet twice this morning. Got stomach upset....Prom is tonight but I'm not looking forward to it...Dunno why....Picked out what I planned to wear later tonite...Something simple and formal...No more teenage typical prom dress....Not sure what the Boyfriend will be wearing tonite but I can say it would be a t-shirt,jeans and sneakers...He had his hair cut yeaterday as well...and mine...Paid RM26 for that.. Previously the barber only charge RM8 for the Boyfriend but we went yesterday, it was no longer the same hair shop....The previous hair shop moved to her own house...
Going off to KL tomorrow nite...So anxious and can't wait to meet Alla....Rehearsal will be on Friday and the actual day will be on Saturday...And I have not pack anything yet...OMG!!!!
pre prom and flying over to KL
We have successfully convinced Cik Fifi to join us to UNITAR prom tomorrow... Hahahahha..At last, we won...I've had something in mind on what to wear tomorrow...Nothing grand actually, old clothes...The main reason is not for the prom actually..Just to get-together will old mates...
They group planned to hang out some where after prom...Have not decide anything yet...I'm gonna have eyebag...Oohh GOD....
Went out on Saturday with Fifi, Khang and the Boyfriend..Went Queensbay...Riana and Yazid was supposed to meet us in Queensbay...But as usual, they said, they'll give us a call...Ok, they did..........................................only after I gave them a tight call...At least they have the 'courtesy' to call and inform that they're not joining us, wow...I was so pissed because we waited them like more than an hour...The four of us did not know where to go as we thought the 2 of them are coming...So we waited them at foodcourt....Assuming that they're on the way......And we gave them a call again, before they gave us the 'courtesy' call that I mentioned earlier...They said they were on their way to town as the boutique(or whatever) they visited in Sg.Dua does not have prom shirt that they have in mind.......Both of them are nominted as prom king and prom queen for this year's prom nite:-).......I hope they'll 'win'.....Then, Fifi went back with her brother...So me, the Boyfriend and Khang decided not to go back yet as it was still early(8pm ,ok)..So drove to GP and bought movie ticket for Inglorious Basterds which as usual I slept off half way through the movie(just a nap)..I don't understand a shit;-)....After movie, the 3 of us went for maggi goreng and Khang liked it...'better than Ali maggi goreng ei Khang'....Then went back home... I slept nicely like a pig....
I'm going off to KL this Wednesday...Woohoo!!!!!!!! For my convocation...I'm so effin' excited... BFF is going to pick me up....
Meet up with Khang, Fifi and her cousing in Prangin yesterday evening...It was just a short meeting...Had Khang's favourite laksa...Tasted ok but I much prefer the one in my hometown... ;-)....Then, Fifi went Giant, Khang went back home as he has to get ready for some event he's attending..me and the Boyfriend proceeded to QB..Bought movie ticket(Cloudy with the chance of a meatball) and bought groceries at the supermarket...Reach home at about 11.30pm...
2nd story...I idolised Nicol Ann David since high school...My passion for squash back in school baiscally borned from her...Could you tell me, how many Malaysia athletes that could sustain their victory, effort and everything consecutively????.....NONE!!!!....And recently, one of the squash court in Bukit Jalil was named after her, Arena Nicol David....How proud her family can be...
is that person trying to fake or show off or plain lie??
This is quite an old post I had in mind actually...Few weeks back, a friend of mine told me that she bought a shoe from some country(need not to mention here as it can serve as a clue ok), and also said that the shoe was bought around RM200++(price already converted)...Her friend bought it for her...I believed it....The next few days I was browsing through a few blogshop and I found the exact same shoe, same design at a very low price(need not to upload the picture ok)...Price is about Rm80++.........Could you see the difference??How far was it??????????...
I admit that her fashion sense is better than mine...I was shocked that I actually took the shoe's picture using my handphone and showed it to the Boyfriend.....I was like 'wth?'.....OK, what I want to know is, is she trying to brag or what????
high school people and the memories
on right : pah,husna and sarah
RCQ is a group name, too long to explain...right at the front is me.
Behind row : lyn, pah, sarah,puteri and husna
Have a great weekend!!!!
diahornea, last minute work, map
People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.
Had a very bad diahornea since yesterday(woke up at 5.30am this morning to shit)...Came to work and took 2 packets of diahornea pills...
I think I've mentioned thousand of times that I'm so excited for my graduation...Rizki called me yesterday...I said if it wasn't about the convocation, I guess he'll forget me as a friend... He useless ass...Do things at the very last minute...So kanchiong....
Delon emailed me as well asking me for map to PICC...and asked which hotel is the nearest..He'll be bringing Nelly and his parents....
Cooked ayam masak bawang and ate with fried rice. Chicken was ok but too spicy..Hhmm...Went no where yesterday...No plans for the weekend yet...
Btw, Mr.V asked me to check all Xmas deco on all conference rooms. What the heck??? You goes in and out of the room everyday and walk pass by them everyday..Can't he take it out??? Am I that 'maid' to him?..Gosh!!!
adrenaline rush!!!woohoo
Will be attending the graduation dinner with Khang on Friday nite..Might be going by cab... Guess...I hope I'll be sitting at the same table as him or else I'll have to act dumb because I know no one there....Lina will be there as well...Same goes Kamini and the rest........I'll be wearing mummy's baju songket(maroon in color) as the theme will be traditional...Good...I was thinking of wearing something else...Even on the actual day, they require us to wear traditional again... Lame isn't it....That's the hated part...But its ok actually as you don't have to think what to wear...
Came to the office as usual...Facebooking...So not good as it is call 'addiction'...I wonder how many people would die to have a job like mine...Hhmm...'Gaji buta'....hahaha....
I'm so excited to start my work at the new company...I just need the money for my blogshop... After that, I'll be my own tauke....hahahaha...Fun...Then I can just work from home and let the Boyfriend crank his ass off working...
Well, life has been great for me after the awful breakup 2 years back...Slight arguments, sobbing is normal...A relationship will never be perfect without those small setbacks.....Was talking to BFF yesterday night and it made me think that how much of time, energy I have wasted on the previous relationship...I know I will never get those things back but what made me regret was, I never actually stood up for myself...I let him treat me the way he wants...Easy said to let go of the past but it never was easy...honestly....I met the wrong guy at the wrong time and at the wrong place...I knew that things will never work out at the beginning of our relationship but somehow, dunno why, I did not do anything....We have different views, goals and perspective s about our lives......If I were given a chance, I would want to slash him so that he'll know how does it feel to hurt a woman but I know it will never change anything...
current mode : drained, miss and love and random post
I feel so drained out with everything for the past few days. Work has been very boring and dull. I feel so drained that it makes me wanna sleep the whole day..That was what I did yesterday. Went back to Perlis last weekend and could not felt happier thanh spending time with the family and the Boyfriend...Last weekend was a special one...Celebrated mummy's birthday by bringing her to ikan bakar...The food was ok, but having the time to spent with the family makes the food tasted even more delicious...
Went to Dinesh's Deepavali open house yesterday nite. The food was awesomeness!!!..I was still eating when everyone else has finished their food...*Greedy pig*. Bumped into Yazid, Riana, Sunita and Abigail. Dinesh's house was freaking clean!!!!...We sat for a while, then went off as we need to buy some groceries in Jusco...Yesterday's lunch and dinner were free....Hahaha...I'm so lovin' it...
Thinking that today will be a working day, it makes me fell soooo...pissed off..Because I'll have to see these idiots faces....Ms.J messaged me saying that she'll be a bit late to work today as she has a doctor's appoinment...What ever!!!!
Planned to drop by mama's house this Friday as I have 2 hours lunch break...BFF called me yesterday...She's going through something that I went through last time...Ok, minus the beating part...*shame*....I'm meeting her next week as I'll be attending my convocation...I'm so looking forward to this...Best part is I'll be on leave for the next 3 days(not including weekends)....So bye-bye you moorons....And after that I'll have another4.5 days to go before leaving the company...
By the way, do you know what is an assiatant administration job is like???Does she needs to top up the pantry, do the pantry orders, decorating the building for festive season and what ever nonsense??...Well, that is what I do here..Plus the 'baby' complain from some employees make you feel demotivated...Honestly, it is more to a maid job..Honestly speakin'...
Its pouring heavily outside so I packed food from canteen...Cold and sleepy...
Well, was passing through the tea-corner(amazing isn't it that my office has a tea corner) as I wanted to go to the pantry to wash my utensils. The tea corner that I meantioned was not a tea-time corner..It is a chinese tea drinking corner...Saw a few bunch of employees sipping cups of tea, chit chatting away. I believed some of them does not agree in many things but each of them acted normally...I say 'two-face idiots'....2 tier of cabinet carried by me with a janitor's help was used to put tea accessories and dried teas that they bought from everywhere...no one even has the courtersy of saying thank you...They never even bother to even offer their help...Each cabinet weighted about 50kg+/-...and the janitor who helped me to carry it is about 60 years old...I hope you get when I said its kind of a maid job....Lame isn't it... they only know how to give order but others who have to execute the orders....I guess they never see assistant admin as a human but more to a bulldozer....
mummy's nite and the pictures says it all
at home
OldTown coffee
By the way, I bedazzled my camera with the gem sticker that I bought few days back..hahah.. the best part is I did it in my office and during working hours...Fun leh...I don't think I'm gonna have time to even daydream once I start to work in the new company...Got inspired by a blogger who bedazzled her PDA..It was cute...
bangkok, here we come.
Well, IMed Khang just now. Told him about my plan for a vacation in Bangkok as well as to buy some stuff for my blogshop. I told him that I wanted to get serious with m blogshop and if everything goes well, I might go fulltime on that...but let me be comfotable and stabile in my upcoming new job...I hope it goes well and i can catch-up with everything new...
I told him we're not going yet but we still need to plan so that we can buy some time to save up some money...I told him my budget is around RM1000 and he said it is way too high..I told him that it is because I need to buy some stuff for the blogshop as well...RM500 is enough for him, I said...And he agreed...He said at least can save some money and he need to apply for a passport..*shame*..I'm bad....
Anyway, another story is, went to GP yesterday note to watch G Force 3D. It was fun and hilarious and not to mention, they're so damn cute...I wish I could train Russell and Max to be super spy...That is so lame and impossible...So we reached GP at about 8.30...Went straight to the cinema to buy tickets and I thought I was clever enough to think that ticket was supposed to be cheaper as it was movie day (every Wednesday) and I was wrong...Pity the Boyfriend...Ticket still remain at RM30 (for 3D movies)...On teh way down, we passed by some small booth and some glitter sticker caught my attention..So I bought as attached in the above picture...Cut that...Then, we went to A&W as I was thinking of eating their special promo, rice with daging/ayam masak lemak cili api...It was superb but sadly they said the promo has ended...So I ate chicken waffle with curly fries and the Boyfriend ate double mozza burger with fries...We shared the drink....
Movie finished ata round 11pm...We stopped by Yunus maggi goreng and headed home....* islept like a pig*...
Another thing is, I've been working here for 6 months and some people still don't know who the should refer to for room booking. Isn't that sound f***ing lame...Am I invisible or what...??? I've cleaning up the pantry, walking down the hall to collect your f***ing submissions, go up and down to entertain your request, doing deco for the building and etc. This is a strong reason why I'm leaving this company..I can't tolerate these people's nonsense anymore...And heaven sake Mr.V, why would I not submit your expenses claim??? Will I get money in return if I sabotaged your claim...If you do not trust me, you should not have gave me responsibilities at the first place...Instead of asking me to do, it is better for you to do it yourself rite????....But it's ok, I'm leaving YOU soon and you'll have your peace of mind...and I pray that the new job I'm getting will be a lot better than here...
scatter through old pictures
i'm in the middle of the crossroad
I've asked opinions from a few people (daddy, the Boyfriend, Khang and Jay) and one thing in common that they said...'I can't make the decision for you. If you think you can handle it and easily adapt to new working environment, then take it. You can't be afraid of taking some rish forever'. Honestly, it doesn't help at all... But with the pay that I get now, I can't save...I'm going to further my studies and the possibilities of not wanting to take a study loan is high as I've already in debt with my current loan (RM30k++ to be exact)..How the hell am I gonna pay off this debt with the pay I'm getting now???
Plus, I want to be a good daughter(*laughing and coughing*)...I planned to give some money to mummy to be kept aside (i know they won't use it) so that I won't be a big-spender....And maybe save some for future use(marriage????)or rainy days....Not that I don't like my current job(aside with the annoying people), problem is I'm going no where and there is nothing to do with what I studied.. The new job offer pays quite a sum compare to current one but high pay comes with a great resposibility.
Updated version : handed in my resignation letter...Ok don't say anything. Talked to supervisor on my decision and she adviced me that made me thinking twice again...But at least I can get rid of my dead-end job and need not to see Mr.V's ass-face again...Btw, he complained to Ms.J that the pantry is out of sugar...Is he blind???Are you blind, Mr.V???..Whatever, I'm not gonna see you anymore after this...Say what ever you want.
weekend was random and mummy's upcoming birthday.
Well, watched Sorority Row on Saturday and Surrogate on Sunday. It was ok...Looking at the Sorority Row poster would definitely make you think that this is a lame cheap budget movie but wrong...It is a thriller movie and you should watch it...
I'm getting married....woohoo
Ok, a cousin of mine is getting married this month and I can't be there..*sorb*...I can still meet her for raya..which is.....................2010...Hahaha..We grew up together and do almost everything together...I missed those days when the 3 of us were having lotsa fun..I learned in line skating from them actually...It was scary...Damn scary...One of them will be holding me and another one will be oushing me slowly from my back...UURRGGHH....Everyone's growing up now...Don't know when is my turn to get married but marriage is not something you can fool around...You can't simply get a divorce if your feeling towards your partner is getting dull....FYI, its 2 years 1 days of our anniversary...I'm very excited on this actually....Never thought that me and the Boyfriend could last this long....
Its Thursday and I can't wait for Saturday to come..Not because I go hang out or what but to get a good sleep..
2nd anniversary
Dear Boyfriend : Happy 2nd year Anniversary...May our years and days to come fill with joy and happiness..I still used and will always love you. Thank you for the happiness you bring for the past years. Thank you for all the emotional support that you have given me through the tough time that I went through before. Thank you for being a listener and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for standing up for me and being by my side when ever I needed you.
Yeay, today is my second year aniiversary with the Boyfriend. We wished each other twice (yesterday nite and this morning,hahaha)...So excited...Sadly we would have to differ our celebration to other day as $ is a concern now...Anyway, most important is we have each other.. Honestly, I did not think that we could make it untill today as we often fight with each other when we first declared our relationship...I see no future in it...Hahaha..But now, we are happily as it seem...Thank you God...I pray that we can bring this into another level...
I feel anxious, moody, sad, excited, etc..Dunno why and don't ask...the Boyfriend always says that I'm not good in controlling my emotions...He said when he first saw me in CF(working part time), I looked very snooby at first glance...Then later on, he said, I'm quite friendly. It is just that my face doesn't show it...How can I??? I have class from morning till evening, then rushed to workplace(did not have time to go back first), worked till wee hours, and sometimes when they're short of manpower, I'm the first one they would call and I never say no...I worked on Friday, Saturday and Sunday (days that supposedly partimers should cover but obviously, they're the demanding ones, bluek) and sometimes I worked the whole week;-( (bcoz it seems that these full timers are always on MC, wth)...But I'm ok with it as I thought 'Hei, why not help them,maybe they'll appreciate me'...But guess I was wrong...No one ever sees the good things I have done for them...So I quit the job....Cut the crap...
Chatted with Kamini just now and said there'a vacancy in PDC...Might be going to USM this weekend with Khang..No so sure yet...I'm so excited about the convocation...Plan to meet Lyna as well....This graduation is truly gonna be damn fun as my batch are graduating together. Will be going for the graduation dinner...OOHH, so happy...
its a total disaster and I need a break...seriously
I don't know why I feel so exhausted for the past few weeks...I don't feel like coming to work and feel very tired...Played with Max and Russell so that Max could get use to my smell...They're so cute...Anyway, I posted a reherseal video for prom nite'07...I did a mistake during the actual day...Usual me...Prom nite is around the corner and I don't feel like dressing up like usual mron dress..I'm thinking of flare grey color pants, a shirt tuck in and heels...Something chic I can say..
I have the pants, it needs to be alter..But I'm not sure whether I'll attend this year's rpom or not...The group are going I guess except Fifi...She's not sure yet..
Gossip people and movie
Ok, starts with the pictures posted. As you can see, me, the Boyfriend, Khang and Nazya went out for a movie...The Perfect Getaway...Directed by David Twohy. Cast: Steve Zahn, Milla Jovovich, Timothy Olyphant, Kiele Sanchez, Marley Shelton, Chris Hemsworth, Anthony Ruivivar, Dale Dickey....The movie was a thriller even though it was rated 2 stars by some reviewers...You should watch it...
I'm having headache of trying to edit my templates...
last day of the week and I'm waiting for the weekend
One more thing, Nazya and Khang were showing off their new hp E75 and I'm sooo jealous... Shoukd have accepted the Boyfriend's idea of wanting to buy me a new Sony Ericsson Xperia... I was stupid as usual ;-(.... Went back and I told the Boyfriend :
Me : B ar, I see Nazya hp very cantik la..When you have the moey, buy for me ar??
Boyfriend : Why wanna buy new one?
Me : Then? everybody have new hp..Some more now the flip type like IM phone is so in
Boyfriend : So what?? If I buy new one for you, you'll drop it and my poket only sakit.
Me : B ar, ayooo!!!
Boyfriend : Last time, when I wanna buy for you the Experia you said ' Nevermind B,my hp can still be use'. I know you'll regret one...
See what I mean...He can read my mind...*sad*
Last week and this week has been a tiring week... I hope it would be better next week...
i thought i was having dizziness...
Boyfriend: B, why the chair shaking ar?
Me : No la
Boyfriend : Ya la ( the Boyfriend sat quietly and I saw him craddling a 'lil bit...scary)
So I looked up at the ceiling and the fan was shaking. To confirmed again, I went and see the pail of water near to the kitchen to see whether it is shaky or not, and it did...Well, I panicked a while and opened the back door to see has anyone rushing down the stairs..No...Only a few families..It is not that bad when I first exeprience it back in 2005 or 2006 (I can't remember)...If you're moving around, you can't really feel..I felt dizzy but I did not say anything to the Boyfriend...I off the tv and asked the Boyfriend to go down...
Boyfriend : Ei, why you off the tv??
Me : Its earthquake la..Come go down...See, everyone is rushing down...I experienced this before..
Boyfriend : But you survived rite??..Its nothing one la...Faster, on the tv back..Hayoo...
So I switched on the TV back and continue with my sweeping and cooking...I cooked nasi minyak, ayam goreng berempah (tasted awful), and chicken curry(which tasted like....)..The Boyfriend enjoyed it though;-)..Thats why I like cooking...Going for Sentral Mooncake Festival with Khang and the Boyfriend...Surprisingly the Boyfriend agreed to tag along...I'm craving for.....free food...