weekend leisure

Watched Piranha early this afternoon. It was full house. I give the movie 6 stars out of 10. Not bad to watch but if you have other choices of movie, better to put this movie as second choice I say. Full of blood and limbs getting separated from the body scenes.

We walked around after the movie and since we do not know where to go, we decided to walk down to the supermarket to buy some groceries for tomorrow's dinner. After that, while walking toward the car park in Level 8 boyfriend said he wanted to buy a pillow to support his back in office so I thought, why not I get one myself as well. Since bed and bath section is on sale, we bought 2. One for boyfie and another one for me. I work in front of the computer for 9 hours with 1 hour lunch and quick break in between, so my back gets tired real quickly.

new internet connection

Well, happy to announce that I have internet connection of IMB..Woohhoo...No more late night in McDonald and camping there. BFFs we can all chat till we drop and I'll be updating this blog more often after this..Yahoo..Anyway Raya is around the corner and can't wait to celebrate with the family. And yeah--------->

Happy Birthday BFF NorFarah Adila!!!

i'm lovin' it

Well, the only internet access that I could have currently is by logging in to McD's wifi service while waiting for the Streamyx company to come over to install my broadband connection. It has been almost 4 weeks when I last registered for the service. But its ok, for my education sake, I'll bear with it.

Anyway, I have presentation tonight and here I am blogging nonsense. Actually I'm waiting for my online test result to load. Feels like ages to wait for it. God.

Mid term exam will be in September and I'm still a little bit crawling but thanks to a few of my classmates who has helped me a little. Once the broadband connection is up, I'll have to turbo-boost myself...

Raya is around the corner as well and the family is not sewing any new Raya attires. I'll wear my previous Raya collections as some of them had only been worn once. I'm kind of excited to meet all friends but not that excited at the same time as we're not going back to Singapore for this year's Raya. That mean, I won't be generating income this year (duit raya)...

Resume

Dear readers, sorry for the lack of update recently.

My internet connection will be back on 1st September.

Have a great day everyone.

PIKOM PC FAIR 2010

*Also some of things I keep during my primary school years. Haha

*this is 2 of the views that I managed to capture on the way back to my hometown. So soothing and makes you forget about those hanky things in big cities.

* I found my first sticker book back in primary school. So funny when I flipped through.

For the second time I actually bought some accessories for my laptop. Best product that I liked at the moment is the Sensonic wireless laser mouse. It run smoothly on most surface including jeans material. It only comes in black. But seriously it is comfortable . And the pointer is sensitive as well. Price was RM49. Normal price as what the salesperson told me was about RM70. Looks like it as well. Anyway, I bought a laptop cooler as well and an external keyboard. The reason is because for a long hours typing, I would prefer to use external keyboard.

extremist

I saw a video clip in FB showing a video of an unfaithful wife was being kicked in public. Best part is the people around also kicked. On top of they took bricks and big stone and threw on her till she bleed to death. Even after she died they still continue throwing bricks and kicked her and from the sound of clip, it should be an Arab country. Such an extreme country should just be wipe out of the world map. No wonder many people hates these kind of countries. Such an embarassment to a Muslim country.

woohoo

I'm going back to hometown tomorrow. Woohoo!!!!!!!!!!

new things in life

I received a phone call from the human resource department regarding the offer of my new role in a new department. I've got it!!! Starts on Monday(2nd Aug). They called me to explain the package that they're offering and the good part is the salary. Damn good:-) This time it is permanent. Syukur alhamdulillah... First time ever I landed a permanent post since I graduated. I hope I'll manage to stay long in this new role. Fingers crossed.

I'm going back to Perlis this coming Thursday and will be back on Saturday. I really miss the family as much as I misses boyfie when I'm in Perlis. I just want to relax and spend quality time with them as I only go back to visit them once a month. And I'm not sure when will I be back there after this. With new role, they're be lots of things for me to learn and most important I hope my new department will be as much fun as my previous team. I really hope so or else I won't have anything to look for at work a part from the job. BFF just came back from Johor and hell yeah, I know she had so much fun there. Hahaha. And I can see a couple of cure guys as well. Good for her. You deserve someone better girl and I pray that you meet someone who will love you for who you're and most importantly HE IS SINGLE....

Have to do my medical check up tomorrow and I hate that part. I've been to numerous clinic for that reason. God.

And I read through my BFF's blog and I saw she change my name for her link as

yong adlina jd warga usm. This is so suprising but I'm proud. Hahaha.

Anyway, I HATE people who talk big but DO NOTHING...These people are just plain dumb.

what's up with cupcakes

I was playing a new application(game) called Sushi Chef. While waiting for it to load, I bumped into a cupcake website. The shop is based in Penang.

http://love-a-cupcake.blogspot.com

I was actually looking through some website to find a few ideas of how my wedding will be. Not planning though. The cupcakes that this blog produce was so cute and so creative that I would want to order a cupcake as well for my cake cutting ceremony as well as a door gift/souvenir for the guest ...Not the cartoon type but preferably elegant type.

my dream wedding theme

It is a small girl's dream to have a grand wedding. As you grow up you just want to have a simple but meaningful wedding for yourself and your partner attended by close friends and close relatives. I would love to have a reception by the beach with white canopy, chairs and tables tied with lavender colored ribbons. 8 course meal and not-too-long wedding dress with cap-sleeve. I don't need a Vera Wang dress to look good. I don't want to look slutty instead of gorgeous on my wedding day of course. A simple yet classy and elegant style. A rounded shape wedding ring with a princess cut diamond embedded on top of the ring and my wedding date engrave on the inside part of the ring. And also create a wedding video for me to share with my loved one forever and of course a wedding photo album. Capturing every moment on that special day. I don't want to have a wedding that will cause a hole in my pocket. A simple wedding card with lavender colored ribbon on the from of the card, of course...Everything is just a plan but sadly not at this moment this wedding is going to happen. But roughly, these are the things that I have at the back of my mind....

end of the weekend

*lipgloss that i always have in my handbag and it smells like chocolate too*

*new bag*

Weekend went pretty well. Planned to go back Perlis on Thursday. I'm kind a miss the family actually. Master is still a little bit of crawling and I hope it would get better by time. Bought a mini hand bag(long string a Acewin). Small and easier to carry around. I use to love big handbags but as time goes by, I noticed that I don't carry many things anymore. I used to have a notebook as well in my handbag but now it's only my mobile phone, my purse, a lip gloss, my hand and body lotion(tube type as it is easier to carry around). The lip gloss that I have smells like chocolate and it glide smoothly when apply. It doesn't feel sticky but you need to reapply after a few minutes as it dries up quickly. Didn't bought it. Was given by my sister.

Not much things to write as not many things happen. I'll be officially unemployed for a week and hope to start in the new department by next Monday (2nd August). I hope this will be good for me. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep...Hahha. Time to recover all my sleepless days..

I've been talking to boyfie about some things. Just a simple conversation and what I have in mind are:

1. Finish up my masters

2. Double up my savings

3. Get a house of my own (peaceful instead)

4. Get laid (woohoo)

5. takes care of mummy and daddy

6. start paying for Adik's school expenses.

7. Get a car

Well, some people don't appreciate things they have in their life. Some people have to struggle day by day to earn a living yet those people still says it is not enough. For me, I'm grateful with what I have. I'm not in debt though. Some people are full with debt just to show-off.

stretch marks and anti marks cream

These are the 2 product that I'm currently using. One is for my stretch marks and the Fair and Lovely anti marks is for the pimple scars that I have on my face. I used to have a smooth skin back in college years until I started working 2 years back. Previously I tried Fair and Lovely Multivitamin but that took me months to finish it as the product was too oily for my face as I seldom use . So I walking around Jusco Quuensbay and bumped into the anti marks cream which cost only $7.90 so I thought why not give it a try. Surprising it suits my face and it doesn't feels oily. The instructions says that you can see the difference after 2 weeks so we'll see how it goes.

Second product will be the Palmer's Vitamin E oil. It smells nice and I bought it during a sale in Guardian. It cost RM23.89 for 2 bottles and it;s only 150ml. It doesn't feels oily on your skin as it absorb into it right after you apply it. And it won't leave oily stains on your clothes which is good.

it was not just goodbye

A memory lasts forever never does it die.

True friends stay together and

never say goodbye

It was my last day with my team and I held back my tears so that I can have fun with them. Took pictures with each person on the team and how I miss those ' Call wait guys', 'please clear chat wait'.. I know you won't understand what I meant right. Anyway, I'm gonna miss my team a lot. Really a lot. Since I graduated, this is the best time of my real working life. These people taught me a lot of things and what to expect from the real world.

At the same day, went for an interview for another department which was recommended by my manager. I made the decision to step out of my team is not because of some problem that we have among us but some thing that I have to give up in order to give way to my future(studies). In fact all of us were like family. They make me laugh a lot through my experience working with them. Minus the 'berleter' part from my manager. She's just doing her job and I understand that. We took care of each other and gave support when ever one of us were down. That's what family does. Well, some things gotta go.

So these are the people who made my day except for certain days:-). Enjoy

this is humiliating

What happen to the Malays??? Read this..This is so embarassing.

Malay youth who itch for

online porn

OTHER NEWS & VIEWS

Compiled by LOH FOON FONG,

RACHAEL KAM and A. RAMAN

YOUNG urban Malays aged 13 to 19 are the most frequent visitors to pornography websites, reported Kosmo!, quoting a study by Universiti Putra Malaysia’s Social Sciences Institute (Ipsas).

The study said 22% of the multi-racial make-up of respondents in the survey were Malays, who also topped the list of those who liked to lepak (be idle) (15%), smoke (13.7%) as well as swear at people and play truant (11.5%) respectively.

“Playing truant used to be the dominant misconduct among Malay students. Now, it is viewing pornographic websites at cyber cafes,” said Ipsas director Prof Dr Md Salleh Hassan, who headed the research.

“These findings make it urgent for the Government to block easy access to the sites before they become a security threat to the nation,” he said, echoing a similar warning made recently by former Prime Minister Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad.

Dr Md Salleh lamented that it was disappointing that parents who were interviewed about their children’s penchant for pornography sites denied the claims, despite the confessions made by the youngsters.

Among the other races, Chinese students were found to be more inclined towards gambling (9.5%) and consuming alcoholic drinks (6.2%) while Indian youths were found to be prone to cheating during examinations (10.6%) and picking quarrels with their teachers (7.6%).

resources by The Star

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/7/22/nation/6707709&sec=nation

stars are what i can see

I'm seeing stars now. Can anyone help me bang my head..pretty please...

I'll be blogging more often after this as internet access is easy for me now...weeee!!! Anyway, I have assignments to pass by tomorrow. The good news is my team mate has done it for me but I still try to understand bits and pieces. I did learnt all this back in college but it was like 2 years back and the books are now in the storage. I'm not sure whether I can make through this semester or not. It is hard.

Went for an internal interview earlier on and hopefully I'll get good news by end of this week or most probably next week.

it is time to decide and say goodbye

It is hard to fail, but it is worse

never to have tried to succeed.

Theodore Roosevelt

I gave my final answer and final decision to my boss that I would have to let go of my job as I'm not going to let my MBA go. Either I have to transfer department or resign and I really hope that I'm doing the right thing. This is what I have wanted to do and part of my wish list. I've been waiting for 2 years to go for MBA. How could I possibly just let it slip pass my fingers. I'm so excited to finish my MBA as I did for my degree. I've promised myself to try my very best to be on Dean's list even though I'm not 100% confident but at least I try my best. It is better that not trying right. Well, fingers cross and I hope things would be better after I finish my MBA. I miss college years but it feels different to be in uni. Different people with different opinions. And more competitive as we are all adults and it will be a challenge for a slow learner like me.

I have a few plans in mind once I'm done with my job. But it is not clear whether it will be successful or not and I hope it does. I talked to daddy after work and he as usual was still supportive and I'm glad that he does. Same goes to boyfie and BFF. Well I have to decide what I want now and I can't be job hopping as well. To be honest I'm still not sure what I want to do for a career. I used to have an ambition to be a doctor but sadly I 'blew' my Maths...It was a funny story and long. But at least I have a Degree like others even though not as a doctor. So I'm still grateful as well. There are still things that put me at par with the society and something I can be proud of. Many people thinks that once I'm done with my Degree, that's the end. Not for me though. I want to be 'someone' and make people who are close to me proud. And I'm happy when they're proud of me as they know that their effort towards me are worth it.

I hope that everything will go smoothly. And with God's guidance plus my close ones's support, I would be able to make it through like how I did previously.

first class was ok

Attended my first MBA class. It was good but boring. Basically it was an introduction class just to refresh what we have learn in degree. Most of the students are working adult so this group is more mature. Some of them are good. I can know that from the way they answer questions from lecturer. So I'm a bit scare and worry that I might be left behind. It is tired to attend class after work. So I'm not sure whether I can coupe and divide my time between my classes and work. With the job I have now to be honest I don't think I can coupe with my studies. So many things to juggle. Plus I'm not the kind that can withstand stress. I'll crack under pressure.

So many things to referesh now. I've forgotten some things that I have learn back in college years. It feels odd to be a student again after 2 years I graduated from my degree. Still not use to it yet. Well, like I said, hopefully boyfie will bring me good news so that I can 'retire' early from work and focus on my study.

Boyfie will have team event with his colleague while BFF have to attend a seminar outstation and I'll be stuck at home all alone. Sad isn't it.

this is tiring

I feel so drain out each day and I dont' feel like doing anything. Work is ok but workload is sooo fucking hectic. Class starts tomorrow and I'm very excited. Excited to meet new people. It is time for me to make new friends.

I feel that my job is not bringing me anywhere. To be honest. I'm stuck here with no what-so-ever assurance of what I'll be getting. Finding another job is not easy as well. I have no choice now but to stay put. I hope that boyfie will have good news...I'm counting on you bb :-)

weekends

One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure.

William Feather

Manage to watch movie after 2 weeks of spending the weekend at home. Boyfie was busy with juggling 2 jobs at the same time. I know he's tired. We watched Knight and Day. Movie was good. Funny packed with actions. Since it was a public holiday, we had a hard time to find parking and cars were many today. After movie we bought some things for the house including a mop that has broken (twice this year). Ahahahha.. Wonder how I broke it??? I'm not sure myself...It was suppose to be boyfie's off day today but as usual, people still need him at work....So I went back and change and followed him to futsal centre. Before that we bought maggi goreng for dinner.

dark circle is my best friend

I was chatting with my colleague and she said why I looked tired. So I looked into the mirror on my desk and gosh I have dark circle. I looked ridiculously pale and as if I'm sick and unhealthy. This is not a good sign. With lack of sleep for GOD know till when, the dark circle will always be with me.

Anyway a friend of mine will be leaving for Indonesia for 10 days. He'll be on holiday and I'm stuck here. How I wish I could leave everything behind and go for a vacation. I desperately need a break from all of this stress.

By the way I went for medical check up as it is criteria for my master's application. And the doctor said I have a very low blood pressure. I'm young and I have low blood pressure. I'm not sure what am I getting myself into.

'amazingly' STUPID

I saw a video taken on top of a building. Recording a girl and a guy who's arguing by the roadside. To my surprise all of a sudden the guy start kicking the girl like no one's looking. BY THE ROAD SIDE WITH CARS passing by and the best thing is no one stop to help. You see how inconsiderate Malaysian are. When there are time they don't have to 'sibuk', the have to be a 'penyibuk', when times like this situation, they just drive pass. That is what I call a stupid Malaysians. They prefer to 'sibuk' about accidents(with bloods and all those things) rather than helping this kind of people. And people wonder why is Malaysia so undevelop right...Because of Malaysian's mentality... So shallow.

When I first met boyfie many people criticize me why on earth do I have to choose other races?? Want to know why? Because people with the same religion as mine are mostly so shallow minded. If someone marries a Euro, why people dont' say anything? Instead they're sooooooo fucking proud... 'Oh I'm married to a mat salleh' See what I mean. Why do people have to be soooo proud of that? He/She is also a normal human being. They'll be bury in a coffin and underground and meet God after that. Just that they're more advance, civilized (not all though, some are still stupid), tall, white and bla bla bla...

This is just some of the reason my Malaysia is not develop. The government can create what ever policy they want but in the end, it comes down to the people.

online shop and daddy gets a year older

Well I was in a good mood yesterday. Boyfie went to futsal centre early than usual as there was a tournament and 1 person could not handle the centre. At the mean time, I was out with The Group (riana, fifi, khang, yazid and wan joinedtowards the end of our outing). We watch The Back-Up Plan and it was a touching movie. I nearly cried. Not something that boyfie would like. Too girlie. I was fucking happy until I think of Monday. Starting of the week and it is not good at all. Best thing is I hate my job to be honest..........But daddy said, just be grateful I still have a job in the middle of world's economic downturn...

Anyway, I was thinking of getting my blogshop up and running again but not so sure how. Starting was a disaster. Manage to sell a few and ending up I wear those clothes...Hahahaha... But I will definitely get it done and once successful, I'm quiting!!!!!!!!!!!!. Who doesn't want to be your own boss right???...And it's daddy's birthday today..

Happy Birthday Daddy. We love you a lot.

weekend with The Group

Boyfie will have to work AGAIN this weekend. So there goes my 2nd week of boring weekend. NO movie in 2 weeks. Gosh!! Missed a lot of new movies. I want to watch Sex and The City 2 !!!!!!!. But its ok, even if boyfie and me can't watch movie, I don't mind as long as he's still around. I accompanied him for the past 1 week in Sportiva. Tired but worth while. Boyfie is down with fever and cold. Kesian him and he's so stubborn towards medicine. You'll feel like killing yourself just to pujuk him to take medicine. He's been falling a sick a few times this year itself. I know you're tired. Daytime in office and evening till late at night in futsal centre. Hopefully the it is worth your effort that you put.

Going to meet up with Fifi and Khang later after work. I'm so excited!!! Woohoo....I missed you two BFF....Best part about meeting them is the gossip segment. Ahahaha. Please, don't tell me you say NO to gossips...Khang is like the CNN...Ahahahahaha.

Anyway I feel like my head is going to explode. Everything is jumbling up and I'm in the middle of the crossroad. Class starting soon..Goshh...

durian oh durian

Pictures say a thousand words.

last day at home

Well, it is 10.15am. I just woke. Couldn't sleep after 6am. I'm not looking forward to go back Penang. How I wish Perlis is a big city so that I don't have to move else where. Close to teh family as well. BFF is coming later to pick me up and we plan to visit an old friend of us back in high school. It has been years since we last met. She's married with 4 kids. So cute. Anyway Along will be tagging along. Then after that, we'll be heading back to Penang which is the hardest and saddest part of the trip.

Messaging with boyfie yesterday and I know he's going through a rough time. God, please give him the strength to go through all this. Show him the right path. Give him calmness and every strength in every part of the world so that he can pull through. And I miss him as well.

Mummy's baking bread. Nothing beats a home cook bakery and dish.

days when you and your dad had the quiet moment

Today was suppose to be a happy dinner as I planned to treat my family for dinner and I did. But before that, I had a bad argument with daddy. Felt bad though. The argument was about my young and rebellious sister. Do you ever have a stubborn, rebellious and arrogant sister that sometimes you want to choke her???? I do. Even then I still love her as we have the same DNA strains in both our body where no matter what we do, we're still sisters. But you know a teenager who's age between 15 to 17 ( I had my rebellious years myself). Things have change for the past couple of years where teenagers in those days are not like today. Weird isn't it.

Last time, when we have to call our parents, we use the public phone, but now kids are using Sony Ericsson that cost thousands.

Last time, when we want to buy sneakers, we go to Bata. But now, they buy Converse (which is for them the cheapest brand they can get).

Last time, we only bring $1.00, maximum $2.00. But now they're bringing $50.

Last time, the meaning of lepak is at kopitiam, but now kids choose Starbucks...Damn.

See what I mean. I don't how am I going to support her in the future. Things have change so much that sometimes we missed certain things.

durian season is soooo good

So I came back with BFF. Started our journey at 9pm. And we stopped by SP, to drop Intan (BFF's cousin). Thinking that her friends will be back as well. But in the end, she decided to follow us. It was so quiet and I wouldn't dare to stay alone as well. Anyway, since I have to take my dinner. BFF suggested us to stop by Alor Star stadium. Coincidently I was craving their famous naan bread as well but as we reached there, the place was crowded as there was a live football match against Brazil and Portugal, so we turned back and headed straight to Perlis and stopped by Seriab to have dinner. We ordered daging merah, ayam merah and tomyam. Sat for a while and went off. So by the time I reach home, it was like 1 am. the journey that was suppose to be only 2 hours have become 4 hours. Hahahaha..

Anyway, I was craving to have durian since it is durian season. Penang is so expensive and does not taste as nice as Perlis. Hahaha. I asked my god brother to get a few for me. Have not eaten yet actually. Before that mummy and me drove to Batu Pahat thinking there might be people selling durians along the roadside but there was nothing and no one so we drove home empty handed. Trying to find mango for boyfie as well as he like to eat mango but none left as mango season has passed. But I'll try to find again tomorrow. I miss him a lot :-( .

And I know someone will be 'happy'...

am i getting skinner?

True, my weight has gone down drastically. Oo btw, I'm going back to Perlis this weekend. Woohoo. I'm soooo excited. I didn't get the chance to celebrate Father's Day with the family so I'll pay for it this time. Sorry Dadddy..Anyway, work is terribly bad and tiring. I don't get enough rest and eat. Been working like hell for the past couple of weeks. Hope things would be better by this month end. Class starting soon and I have yet to go for my medical check up. Macam nak start keja baru la pulak. Not sure whether I can balance between my classes and my work but I do hope that my masters will bring me some benefit after this. I'm grateful that I manage to pursue my masters as it was mumm'y dream to see me finishing my masters, and it is also part of my wishlist to go for masters. So basically it is a win-win situation.

Scenario number 2.
What do you think if you ex mentioned YOUR NAME in facebook. The best part is your break-up history is really bad. Annoyed?Disgusted?Pissed? I feel everything. One thing for sure I would want 4 tough guy to pin him down the floor and I will do the punching. That would definitely reliefs me. I hold grudge on him, to be honest. When we broke up, I swear that I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore and deleted him from my thumbdrive, my hard drive and deleted everything that has to do with him including his smell. Sounds freaky right. But try to be in my shoe. You'll know how it feels like. I was weak at that time and I'm sooooooooooooooo f***ing over him. For all the girls out there (or his current gf), you chose the wrong guy. But its not your fault as I don't think he tells you what he was like back then. I can say that he lie a lot of thing to you, ain't?? Make an effort to dig it out like how I did last time.

3rd scenario
Well, I feel drain off and not sure why maybe I worked to hard and loose my balance in life. You know there's one point where you feel like leaving everything behind and get yourself a nice holiday. that's how I feel now. Drained and tired. I kept reminding myself that I'm sttrong inside and this is life. I never thought I will grow up this fast. Feels like I'm still in high school/college. But now it has been 2 years since I graduated from my degree. How time flew so fast. Till today, I don't think I'm ready to face the working world but I know I have to in the end. It is just a matter of time. Daddy and mummy has been so supportive to me and I'm doing this for them as well and I know I have a big responsibilities toward Adik. She's counting on me in the future. I have a lot of big dreams but I'm not sure whether I can achieve all that or not. Sometimes I feel like the dreams I have are moving further and further away.

today was tiring

Saturday was ok but Sunday was gooooood (as I don't have to work on that day:-) ). Went to QB. Was plannig to watch Sex and the City 2. have already booked the ticket but we went late and ticket has been canceled. So we decided to take a stroll in the shopping mall. We went to Palace of India for dinner (2 days in a row). Teringin want to makan punya pasal. Ordered my favorite dish (masala something, can't remember). And then went for ice-cream at Baskin Robbin. Both of us ate quite a lot during the weekends.

Called daddy yesterday to wish him Father's Day. Sad that I couldn't celebrate with them as I had to work. Anyway, BFF asked whether I would want to follow her back to Perlis. I said yes. Hahahaha...BFF, we're gonna go for a road trip....Woohoo.. Plan to buy some durians back. her car is gonna sting man...Too bad..Hahaha.

daddy, daddy cool...

I'm stuck in Penang tomorrow and it is Father's Day. Crap...Plan to buy someting nice for daddy but out of budget. Currently talking to a customer on the line while blogging. Cool ei...Haha.

Dear daddy,
Thank you for all the support you have provided to the family. All the hard work, tears, sweat due to all the hard work. We love you a lot. You're the person who guided us on our first bicycle ride, first day at school (mummy as well), first day in high school, first day in uni and graduation day. We proud to say that we're grateful to have a father like you.

Happy Father's Day Daddy

We Love YOu Daddy.

spanish class?? You've gotta be joking

Despite having bad migraine, I have to drive to the clinic and stop by USM in regards of my USM application that has been approved. At the same time, met up with an old friend where we met in secondary school, Along. She guided me through roughly the process of my online registration for my subjects. My first master's class will be around the corner and I'm freaking excited and nervous at the same. I got the timetable and the fees are quite 'reasonable'.And I have a Japanese lecturer who is going to teach us economic class. Cool ei.... Before that we stopped by Graduate School of Business (GSB) to enquire some info on how to go about the online application. Sounded easy even though the offer letter that I got looked complicated. Anyway, the 'abang' was friendly enough to share some info with us. Surprisingly enough as most government officers are quite 'friendly' at times. So now I'm in USM lab blogging and at the same time finishing my registration but sadly, the website is under maintenance.

To be honest, I have never though that I would be able to pursue my masters as I was a lzay bump back in high school. I love to sleep and that is untill today. Boyfie said I'm a piglet. Hahaha. I'm very grateful that after all the things I've been through, GOD gave a second chance to prove myself. I thank HIM for all the guidance, the support and the strength HE gave me untill today. And I know the fact that I'm no saint as a human. I do bad things but still HE protected me. Also not to forget biggest second thank to daddy and mummy, for EVERYTHING they have sacrifise for me, the money, time and everything they could possibly provide me. And another important person is boyfie, thank you so much for your tolerence and patience you had since we met. The staying till wee hours accompanying me during my exam periods. You and the family has given me so much that it is not enough by just saying thank you. If not because all of you, I would never be standing here now. Also BFF, for being there always, listening to my nonsense and nagging. I promise that I'll do my best, better than my degree and will definitely make all of you proud of me.

This is like a dream. A dream that I could not possibly think of. Another thing to bring back on track is my online business. Once everything settle, here I come again. This time, ALL OUT...

And GOD, please help me this time around again. Give me the strength, patience and guidance to pursue my studies. Show me the road to success and give me the ease to learn things during this period. And show me what is right and what is wrong. Guide me to the correct path and bless me with all the goodness in life. Bless my family and my loved ones.

hati sakit

Well, sometimes, we just have to swallow deep the pain that we feel in order to keep 'everyone's' feeling happy and satisfied. In the end, we are the one who suffers inside. With my workload bundling up, with my classes around the corner, it seems to be upside down. Not sure whether I can coupe with all this nonsense. With some 'things' that are out of my control, it makes me wonder, is it worth it???

feels like slapping the living s***

As per the title above, that's how stressful I am. Feels like chocking someone.. Everything is so messy.God...I'm starting my masters next month and I'm not sure whether I can divide my time between work and uni...This is so tense. Anyway, working on Sunday morning when everyone is still sleeping...Boyfie spent most of his time 'dating' with his PS2. We didn't catch any movie yesterday. Lucky or else I'll be dead. Woke up late this morning but reached work on time... Pheww...

movie date with boyfie and an evening with the girls

Went out with BFF and her cousin, Intan. Attended a beauty class in Pulau Tikus (Belissa Row). It was fun. And met Thipah as she invited us to join. It's a 2 hours class and filled with fun. We got the opportunity to try out the products ( Mary Kay). It was good. the after effect is immediately. I was immediately hooked to the products and went back home to 'negotiate with boyfie...hahahha.. After the class, we went to QB, BFF and her cousin wanted to buy a set of CROC shoes (they have big jumble sales beside BORDERS). I fell in love with this one

It's only RM60. So I tried it on, sadly it doesn't fit me even though it is size W4. Too many people has tried on the shoe, so possible reason is it expanded. So I ended empty handed. Only BFF managed to bought this one. I liked this but coulnd't find my size. *sobbing*.

And we went back about 9pm, so I hung out at BFF's place while waiting for boyfie to watch midnite movie. We watched Karate Kid. It was not bad. Full of cuteness and actions. Imgaine Will Smith's skinny tight son has a six pack...GOD....

wedding dinner

Picture was taken last Saturday in conjunction of Kamini's wedding dinner. Went with boyfie and Dinesh. Bumped into a few college classmates. All of them are working now. And till now I can't believe that Kamini is married. It was held in Chee Hoon Khor Moral Uplifting Centre. It feels like just yesterday I went to her house for our weekly study group. How time flies. I miss those days. Years without pressure, just plain fun. Exclude the exam part. No one likes that ok.

Anyway, work is getting hectic and I hate that. I'm exhausted. F**** exhausted. With my master's class starting next month. I hope I can coupe with my classes despite of my work schedule.

last night at home

Came back from town after picking up mummy from the bus station. Before that, daddy and me went for dinner at a nasi kandar stall that I used to eat when I was small.. They still taste the same and was looking around the area thinking how time flew so fast....I wish I could come back and work here..Closer to the family..I miss them so badly....

After picking up mummy, went to KFC as mummy hadn't had her lunch and dinner yet. Since adik finish her tuition at 10, so we sat there until she finishes her tuition...

blogger is back home

I'm back in Perlis. Reached yesterday. Finished work at 3pm and rushed back to pack my things. Lucky to get a ticket at a very last minute. Boyfie said if no ticket, he'll send me to Alor Star bus station. Aaww, so sweet of him. Anyway, I woke up at 11am and till now, I'm a stinky as hasn't take my bath yet. Ahahahaha... I felt sooooo excited to be back home....The smell of a small town gives me the heart-beep. Daddy is in the room resting, adik is at her friend house for a group study and mummy is on her way back to Perlis from KL...A long 3 weeks holiday for her:-)..

Daddy suggested me to find a house in Penang as he assumed I might settle down in Penang. Oohh ya, my master's application has approved and I'm starting my class this coming July in USM. I'm so excited. I did not expect I'll get through as I think I busted during the interview session. Big-time some more.Anyway, now that I'm in, I have to focus on getting my masters done, get a better and stable job. Some savings and plan for my wedding...

BFF is in KL, I believe. And she'll be heading to Trengganu tomorrow for training which will take about a week...I hope she'll manage to pull through the nights in Trengganu..Ahahaha...Good luck BFF....

will it do any harm if a girl keep texting your man?

Well said in the title. Not that I say your man is cheating on you. But what will you think if your man's colleague keeps texting or calling your guy even after office hour, weekend and other day even after they meet each other every single fucking weekdays? Horror isn't it...Worst part is if you feel like there's nothing you can do, right??? Horrible feeling I can tell you...

Imagine this...Your man's colleague msged your boyfie everytime for no reason. Yes, you can msg a guy to ask how are you................If you both don't meet each other for a very long time.. But in this case, both of them meet each other every fucking weekdays....What the fuck...Yes, your man does all this in front of you. His intention is just messaging a friend and not more than that but the girl don't understand that what she does is wrong. Or maybe pretend to not understand. There's limitation of having a work relationship with a man, especially if he's taken. I'm not accusing anyone over here but if anyone feels threaten or something, then you know the drill.

I'm not a control freak but if this kind of thing happen, don't you feel weird??? I'm not against friendship between a guy and a girl as I have guy friends more than girls but if it's over the board, what will you do???...

So girl, you know what to do....

today was a fairytale

Well, good things will come eventually if you have the patience. Enough said, boyfie came back after all my hard prayers, my tears and what-so-ever-nonsense nightmares i had for the past few days. We celebrated by having a simple dinner at Friday's and movie later on, The Bounty Hunter. Honestly, I give 4 stars. The only reason I still honoring the stars is because there are some romantic parts in the movie. Movie lasted about 2 hours I think. Due to lack of rest for the past few days, my eyes was watery and I was exhausted. But happy at the same time as boyfie has come back.

Anyway, I'm having Q2 kick-off dinner later tonight ar Bagan bar and restaurant. Looking forward for free food.Hahaha...Who does not...Sadly, I can't bring boyfie along. If possible, I would want to drag him everywhere. Pity him...

Anyway, I'm recovered from my fever, but not 100% yet. Still having bad cough and flu. I hate the weather.

Most important of all, I've learnt my lesson for the past few days. Trust your man especially if he does not have any history of cheating. And never ever take him for granted. A relationship is based on give-and-take policy. But for all the girls out there, don't take people's boyfriend for granted as well... Sometimes being too close to other people's boyfriend can lead to misunderstanding eventhough they're just friends. Well you know, GOD gave us brain to think,so use it and play safe. Why want to get yourself into trouble or being the caused of separation in other people's relationship???

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND, PEOPLE!!!